Falling For A Soon To Be Rockstar

So this ones a lot shorter than the others, but its like 3 in the morning and i'm falling asleep typing. I hope you guys are enjoying my story. Please comment and vote. I really want to know what you guys think. Should I keep writing or just give up? Anywho here it is...enjoy!

Peace Out, xxMusicJunkiexx

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The next morning I awoke to the sound of a phone ringing. I glanced at the alarm clock to see it was seven in the morning. I rolled over to answer it, but strong arms held me in place.

"That's my phone Mads. I'll get it." Alex's groggy voice said from behind me. He rolled over and answered. "Yeah." Oh God he had a sexy morning voice. I can't believe I slept with him, but I honestly can't say I regret it.

I could hear Veronica's loud screechy voice on the other end. She sounded like she was whining about something. I wonder what she wanted this early in the morning. Probably begging him to take her back.

"Yeah babe I'll be there in an hour. Love you too." Alex said before hanging up the phone and looking over at me.

Wait what? Didn't they break up yesterday, when the hell did they manage to get back together? And what about what happened last night? Is he seriously going to go back to her just like that? Like nothing happened between us. Oh my God, I let that asshole play me and now I'm just another whore like all those other girls. My emotions must have been displayed on my face because Alex started laughing at me.

"What's wrong Maddie? You seem a little upset about something."

"Are you seriously going to see Veronica right now? Was what happened last night just so you could get your dick wet? I can't believe I slept with you! What the fuck was I thinking? Obviously I wasn't! God I'm so stupid!" I yelled angrily.

"Maddie will you just calm down and let me explain things." Alex practically begged.

"Don't tell me to calm down. I fucking slept with you. Now I'm no better than all those girls who pine after you."

"Maddie you will never be like any of those other girls. You are so different and that's why I like you. It didn't take long for me to develop feelings for you. Maddie I like you so much that I want to be with you. Honestly last night wasn't just sex for me, it was so much more." He ran his fingers through his hair as he spoke.

"You want to be with me? Seriously Alex is some kind of a joke, because if it is it's not funny."

"I'm telling you the truth Maddie, I really like you. I want to be with you, but it's not as easy as it sounds."

"What do mean it's not as easy as it sounds?" I was starting to get annoyed now. Seriously, either he wants me or he doesn't. It's not that difficult, I think I can honestly say that I like him too and would really like to be with him.

"Maddie you know how much being popular is important to me. I need to keep up the image I have and I need to stay at the top because the more popular I am, the better it is for the band." He explained, but it only confused me more.

"So you're saying that being with me would be bad for your image and therefore make your band less popular?" I asked and he nodded his head. "What kind of shit is that? If you like someone, it shouldn't matter what people think. And if they are truly fans of you and the band, it won't matter who you're dating!" I couldn't believe him! He was seriously stupid.

"You don't get it Maddie, but I do have a suggestion. That is if you're willing to give it a shot." He asked me. Do I even want to know what he has to say anymore? I guess I do, I mean he couldn't get any more ridiculous then he already was.

"Ok I'm listening."

"Before I tell you, I want to know if you want to be with me to." He asked.

"Well for reasons unknown to me, I do. I like you Alex. There's more than meets the eye to you and its exciting getting to know the real you."

"Well then Maddie, I was thinking that maybe we could secretly be together. Do all the things couples do just without being out in the open about it? Make sense?" Alex looked hopeful.

What the hell was he talking about? Am I that much of an embarrassment to be seen with that he wouldn't want anyone to know he was dating me. I don't even know how to react this, why is this guy so damn difficult!

"What do you mean "secretly be together". I'm honestly not following you at all Alex. It's make no sense what's so ever. Does it embarrass you to be seen with me?"

"No Maddie, it doesn't embarrass me to be seen with you. It's just, you know how much the band means to me and I will do anything to help us reach our dreams. Image is everything and being with Veronica helps with that since she's on top of the food chain. It's complicated. I want you Maddie. I want to take you out on dates, hold you in my arms, kiss you, and just call you mine." What was he saying!

"So are you saying that while you're secretly with me, you'll also publicly be with Veronica at the same time? And it'll all be just so you can keep being popular! Do you have any idea how shallow you are!?" I yelled at him. Who the hell does he think he is?

"Ok one, I would be with both of you at the same time, but with her it would be fake and with you it would be 100% completely real. I don't really want to be in a relationship with her, but she's useful to me. And two, I am quite aware of how shallow this all makes me, but none of it changes the fact that I want to be with you."

I can't for the life of me understand where Alex is coming from. He says he wants me, but he needs Veronica for popularity. And yeah, I could kind of see where he was coming from with his band. Could I honestly be ok with us secretly dating? I know that I have feelings for him, that much is obvious. And I'm starting to believe that there may be something there on his side. Well the least I could do is give it a shot. I just hope this doesn't backfire on me.

"Alright fine! I can't believe I'm about to say this, but I want to date you too." I said dramatically.

"Really? Maddie I can't tell you how happy that makes me. You won't regret it I promise!" With that, he pulled me into a kiss and pushed me back onto the bed. I guess it's a good thing we both still didn't have our clothes on.