i'll always love you.
you loved me when you held me down and laughed when i cried.
i would never hurt you.
you'd never hurt me but you left me on the side
of the rode with ripped fishnets and mascara dripping down my cheeks.
you're my soulmate.
i was your soulmate when you were sleeping with my bestfriend while i was swallowing 200 pills.
our groups, OUR group.
our group was OUR group when you told them all to block me when i was at the lowest point in my life and needed my bestfriends.
i'll never leave.
you said you'd never leave, but i begged you for weeks to stay.
i forgive you.
you forgave me when i was supposed to forgive you for tearing me apart and not even caring.
goodbye.
now i'm the one saying goodbye.
