i had just gotten out of an abusive relationship,
you had never been in one.
i had sex with guys to feel something,
you isolated yourself and played video games.
i worked hard to get validation,
you were the opposite.
I knew everything about you,
you knew everything about me.
you thought I had a boyfriend,
I thought you had a girlfriend.
then we went backwards.
I said I didn't want a relationship,
I lied.
I want one,
but only with you.
you said you had a girlfriend,
did you lie like I did?
