Dancing With You| Obey Me! x reader (Oneshots)

💐Asmodeus❤(Asphodel)💐

~my regrets follow you to the grave~
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(No ones pov) 

One moment you had been in his life then in a blink of an eye you weren't... He wasn't sure why he did it, but he did and there was no excuse for that he could never take back what happened, sure not now. Maybe at this moment he would have wanted you to stare at him with disappointment and resentment instead of looking at himself that way. Because no matter how many apologies he would speak they would never take back what he had done. 

He had cheated, one drink had led to one thing and in his clouded mind, he had crossed paths with another demon. The day after is when he realized what had happened as he was in bed with another, someone who wasn't you. He had wanted to keep it to himself but guilt ate at him as he quickly left, leaving the other demon despite their pleas for him to stay.

Guilt had been something he rarely felt because he was full of self-pride and love that he was unsure before he had met you that he was ever going to open up and love someone else as much or even more than himself. he remembers the moment he had asked if you wanted to go on a date. He told himself he would never want to see anything other than a smile on your face. 

A smack on the back of his head snaps him out of his thoughts, Mammon standing next to him with an annoyed look on his face. 

"Why'd ya do it?" he sees hurt flash in his blue eyes, feeling even worse for what happened. Mammon knowing he wasn't going to get an answer looks away as the green grass catches his attention. Asmodeus feels tears poke the corner of his eyes sliding down his face. 

It had been a few months since he had last seen you, well no one had seen you in a few months since you had gone back to the human realm, you had broken contact with him and the brothers. Everyone became aware of what happened and why you had left. He had told them everything much to his fear of punishment by Lucifer. 

"I don't know, if I could take it all back I would. I would want to see them smile just one more time" he mutters resting his head in his hands. Humming under his breath as he tries to avoid the stare of his brothers. He at one point made the excuse that he was the avatar of lust and no one should expect him to be loyal. When in fact he wanted to be loyal, he broke a promise he made with you after the pact. In the end, he took everything from you, everything he couldn't give back. 

"It means nothing now, we should get going, they wouldn't want us to stand and mope around.." Lucifer catches all of their attention by his stern voice, his eyes slightly red from crying beforehand, everyone was sad and it had been all his fault that this happened. He would be fine if they told him how it was all his fault but deep down he already knew. 

He also knew how you felt about everything. He was the only person who had gotten a letter sent to him, it came with a white flower that had brown stripes in it, a flower he would learn later was an Asphodel.

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"Asmodeus.." they hum slightly pressing their face against his neck pulling his warm body closer, he feels their fingers run against his bare chest causing him to shutter softly watching their facial expression, their eyes close as they blink. He chuckles as he feels their lips press to his skin only making him pull them closer. "Do you think you'll love me even after I'm long gone?" he hears them mutter, hand resting on his face lightly making him look at them.