38- best worst birthday PT2

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{Mae}

"Like honestly, who does she think she is, telling me my friends are a bad influence?!"

"I know Mae, I know, and I want to help, but now isn't really the time, your party starts in three hours and you haven't done anything about it." I rolled my eyes at Tilly before looking through her cupboard, I don't want to go home to get clothes.

While deciding weather or not to wear tights with my dress, I heard the one of the doors open and close.

Tilly and I looked at each other, both having the same thought, maybe Ashton had finally come out of the room. Both of us walked out of Tilly's room and started for the stairs and our hopes were lifted when we saw the curly haired boy walking down them.

"How you feeling Ash?" Tilly asked placing her hand on his back. He shrugged and continued walking.

Next the front door opened and a sobbing Georgia rushed in, followed by Calum. She ran up the stairs and pushed both Tilly and Ashton aside so that she could get past. She ran into Tilly's room and slammed the door shut.

"What happened?" I asked Calum who was nearly at Tilly's door.

"I uh, I don't think her mums very happy about the news."

Ashton threw his head back and it hit the wall, "I'll talk to her." Tilly said, frowning at Ash and walking towards the door.

"Oh also, can Alana come to the party Mae? I kinda already invited her." Cal said looking down.

"Sure. First lets just worry about Ash."

{Ashton}
I fucked up everything, I honestly don't understand why people put up with me. God I wrecked everything, Georgia's mum hates her because of me, Mae's gonna be looking after me instead of having her party, she probably won't even be around when Michael plans to propose.

That's another thing, I'm trying really hard to but in a brave face for him, but I'm just hurting so much.

Mae placed a glass of water on the table in front of me. I stared at it for a long time waiting for something to happen, "George wouldn't want you to be upset." Mae said sitting next to me. I stayed silent, continuing to stare at the glass.

"Ash you need to drink something."

"Will that drink kill me?" I asked, finally looking up.

"What?! Of course not!"

"Then I don't want it." I mumbled, looking at it again.

"Ashton fletcher Irwin don't ever say that again!"

"Why?! Why shouldn't I say that?! Why shouldn't i wish to die?! Mae, I've fucked everything up, okay, I'm just a waist of space and everyone would be better off without me!"

She stood up and slammed her hands on the table, "for fucks sake Ashton, look around, look at everything you have! What would the boys do if they didn't have you, they wouldn't be here without you! Don't you ever, ever think that your a waste of space! So many people depend on you, and all of those people love you!"

"But the one person I love doesn't love me back, not anymore anyway! I could have millions of people love me, but if the one person I love doesn't love me back I have nothing, okay! Now would all of you stop worrying about me and go do something productive!"

Mae sighed, opening her mouth to say something but she quickly closed it, turning around and walking into the kitchen.

{Georgia}
"So your mums upset with you because your pregnant? Wasn't she pregnant as a teenager too?" Tilly asked, leading me down the stairs.

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