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37- I love both of you part 2

{Georgia}

"Ashton I don't know what your talking about." I said shaking my head at him.

"Fuck! Georgia just tell me!" He yelled, making me jump.

I shook my head and backed away from him, "Do you not trust me!" He yelled, "why the hell do you trust Calum and not me!"

"Ashton there's nothing-"

He stopped pacing and looked at me, "look me in the eye and tell me that there's nothing Calum knows that I don't."

I knew very well what he was talking about, but I was scared. I didn't want him to leave me. Tears stung the back of my eyes and I sat on the edge of the bed.

"Look at me and say it."

I couldn't do it, I looked away from him and let my first tear fall, "thought so." He said, "now tell me what's wrong."

I let out a shaky breath and shook my head.

"Oh for fucks sake!" He yelled.

The door opened and Calum walked in, "you know what, if she doesn't want to tell you, then she won't, you can't control her Ashton!" He yelled.

Ashton looked up," I've had just about enough of you Calum!" He yelled, pushing the other boy into the wall.

"Ashton stop it!" I screamed as he held Calum against the wall.

"Why! Do you need him to hold all of your secrets!" He yelled back.

More and more tears fell down my face, I knew the only way to make Ashton stop was to tell him.

I closed my eyes and opened them before blurting it out, "Ashton I'm pregnant." He let go of Calum immediately and turned to me, "a-and it's your child."

"W-what?" He asked, his voice shaking.

"I'm pregnant with your child." I said taking a step back.

"How many months?" He asked not looking at me.

"I'll be four months next Friday." I mumbled.

He looked at me, and something in his eyes flashed, "well why didn't you get rid of it!" He yelled.

"Ashton I'm not getting rid of it." I said, hurt filling my eyes.

"Why! God I don't want a child! I'm in a band, I'm busy, I don't need a fucking kid! I don't want to be a father!" He yelled pulling at the ends of his hair.

My mouth went dry and fresh tears fell down my face, "you don't want to be the father of my child?"

He finally looked at me, his voice softer "what, n-no I do, I-"

I didn't want to hear it, I pushed past him and ran downstairs, out the front door.

{Ashton}

I fucked up big time. Like really big. Georgia just ran out and I want to go after her, but she's not the only one I hurt....

"Fuck Cal I'm so sorry." I said helping him off the ground.

"I shouldn't of snapped." He said.

"That doesn't matter, are you okay?"

He nodded, "are you? You know with the news?"

I looked out the door, "I-I don't know Cal, I fucked up."

We stood in silence for a minute, before he spoke up, "you need to talk to her."

I nodded. "Go." He said.

I slapped him on the back before walking out of the room. On my way downstairs I saw something silver on the third last step. I picked it up and noticed the charm bracelet that I'd given to Georgia a few months ago (chapter 11)

"what the fuck is wrong with you!" Tilly yelled at me.

"Look I'm sorry, I fucked up I know."

"You did more the fuck up, you broke her you dick." She spat.

"Look I know, can we argue about this later?"

She glared at me. Growing short of patience I rolled my eyes speaking up once more, "just tell me where she is."

She stood still, still glaring. Luke huffed, snatching her phone off of her, "Luke!"

Luke threw me the phone, "the passwords 1463"

I smiled at him before running out of the house. I unlocked the phone and looked down at Tilly's text messages with Georgia.

T- Where r u?

G-the house on the hill, back 1

I smiled, knowing where that was. I noticed Mallee sleeping in the sun. "Mooch!" I called he looked up and ran over to me, "c'mon."

I ran with the dog in front of me up through the cow paddock until I reached the back hill, looking at the old log cabin that was sat on top of it.

I walked up to the door and heard sobbing, I immediately felt bad, it probably wasn't in her life plans to have a child at this age either.

I opened the door silently and my foot hit something on the ground. I looked down and saw a framed picture of Georgia and I on the Sydney Harbour bridge, a large crack running through the glass of the frame.

I looked over to the small bed in the conner of the room, which was occupied by a sobbing Georgia.

"George?" I said walking further into the cabin. She turned and looked at me, her face falling when she saw me.

"Fuck off Ashton." She mumbled burring her face into the pillow.

"Please talk to me."

"What, and have you yell and hurt me again, no thanks." She said, still not looking at me.

"Fine. We don't have to talk but I'm not leaving you here alone."

She groaned and looked at me, "why can't you just leave me alone, I don't want you here."

"Because I want to be here," I said, sitting and leaning against the wall, "because I want to be with you."

"Don't you get it! I'm done with you Ashton, I hate you! I don't need you! There are so many other people that will help me get through this, okay, and your not one of them!"

"You can't break up with me! Not now anyway!"

"Well guess what, I just did!" She screamed at me.

Tears filled my eyes, she's never ever talked to me like that and I hurt, especially when what she was saying is she didn't want nor need me anymore. "You can't, your carrying my kid." I said.

"The kid you didn't want!" She yelled.

"I never said I didn't want it! I'm not gonna lie, I didn't want it right now but I can deal with that, okay, I'll still love it and you!"

She shook her head, "I can't do this alright Ashton, I just can't! I don't need this right now." She said sitting up.

"Then we don't have to, okay, I'll finish touring and I'll come back and we can go back to normal, except with a baby, which is fine I don't mind, I love you, I'll do anything." I said standing up.

"Ashton please, just leave it, w-we can still be friends." She offered.

I shook my head at her. I looked at her and saw how hurt she was. I sighed and nodded, "alright. Okay, c-can I just hold you one more time, and speak to my baby. Please?"

She sniffed and nodded. I sat next to her and pulled her into my arms, tears spilling down my face.

I let out a long breath and let go of her. She gave me a small smile and lifted her shirt, revealing her small baby bump.

"Hey there little one," I said, practically a whisper, "I'm sorry I won't get the chance to be your proper father, but I want you to know that I love you, and your mommy. Please be good to her and treat her well. I love you, both of you." My voice cracked on the last words.

I stood up, whipping my eyes with the backs of my hands, it doing very little to stop the tears from falling.

"Bye Georgia." I tried my best to smile at her before walking out the door.

A/N: I cried.........