When you're down its always me who you run to , you told me things that hurts you and I listen, I was there on every pain , you shed tears on my chest , asked me for advice . When He hurts you I was your safe haven , when things about you and him seems to collapse I became your pillar just to save you from further pain. Why cant you see that he doesn't deserve you ? Why it has to be always him when I was the one fixing you when he breaks you to pieces
It hurts so much , knowing you only see me as a friend , it hurts so much Jennie .
"one more please" I called for the bartender
"Ma'am I think you had eno-"
"You dont tell me if I had enough or what Just give it to me!" I shouted , The waiter looks scared but
"Im sorry about that , I got this" I looked at a girl in front , I was drunk but Im sure shes beautiful and I close my eyes , then again , I saw jennie .... with him.
"She's my friend , Im sorry about it , Ill take her home" I looked at her once more then to the bartender
"I dont know her , now give me my -"
"Ofcourse I know you lisa , come on lets get you home" before I could even protest she had already pulled me off the chair then she handed the bartender a bill , she paid for my drink who ever this was
"Ill pay you back , when I see you again Ms.?"
"Chaeyoung , you can call me rosé" she smiled , now that I know her name, something's telling me that I know her
"we got same class in chemistry , you probably never notice me coz you know you're to engrossed with your bestfriend , jennie right?" I nod at her , we have the same class? How come I never noticed someone beautiful like her ? Yeah right because of jennie
We became silent for a couple of minutes as we pass through the crowd til we reached where her car was
"I have my car ther-"
"In this state of yours , just leave your car there and well get it tomorrow" she had given me no choice coz she pushed me inside of her car , I didn't retort , I just want to rest , I can feel chaeyon is a good person
I just lean my head on her car window looking at the busy street of seoul , then it started raining hard
"Oh shoot, I think it would be better if we just stay on my house for tonight , if its okay?" I cant trouble her more , she have done enough already for me so I just humm agreeing to her
I closed my eyes and recalled what happened a week ago
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I was making my way through the locker room , it was 4 in the afternoon , students were scattered around the campus probably preparing themselves to go home
The way to the locker room was isolated only few were there more like no one except me , or thats what I thought coz when I pass through an abandoned room I heard noises
noises that weren't so pleasing to hear , it was moans , I dont mean to intrude but I stopped on my tracks and listened , I slowly walk near the slightly ajar door then stopped when
"What if she knew about this , dont you love jennie?" Jennie? Jennie ? It repeated on my mind
"Fuck her , I just date her to boost my popularity , and she so boring , She doesn't even let me kiss her more on fuck her" that voice , it was her boyfriend , jennie's
"Oh so your girl's a bitch , what a loser she doesn't know how good you are" I dont know what gotten into me but I went in and pounce him , I hit him hard , How could he do this , how could he cheat on jennie