Everything in that moment just froze. I was kissing Montgomery De La Cruz. Aka the biggest player at school. I quickly pulled away three seconds later. I can't fool myself. Why would he be interested in me. " Monty, I can't.." I said harsh as I pulled away. " I can't do this right know after everything that happens lately". Monty didn't say anything but later replied. " Okay ".
We sat next to each other in silence until Monty spoke up. " Have you ever been with a guy? ".
I looked a little confused at first but later get what he meant. " No I haven't been together with a guy and haven't had my first kiss until now. " I said. " Shit " was all Monty said before looking to the floor. Seconds later he got up and went to my window and lighted a cigarette. I panicked a little because what iff my parents caught the smell next time they come into my room. " Relax, I'm opening the window. " Monty said to calm me down. Guess he saw my face once he lighted that cigarette after all.
Reasons why I haven't dated a guy was that I didn't want to be betrayed or heartbroken so I forbidden myself to love a guy or a girl when I was eight. That is still on. And I think I'll break it someday. I mean. We cannot help but fall in love sometimes right?
" Soo? I stole your first kiss, huh? " Monty said cocky. I rolled my eyes. " Ha ha. Guess so you jerk. " I said back to tease him in a friendly way.
I was standing outside school until I saw the whole thing with Hannah and Justin. Him offering her a ride. Her saying no going on the bus making him follow her. Got off leaving Justing stuck on the now moving bus. " CALL ME " Hannah screamed. I saw that bright smile on her face as she walked away.
" What was that all about? " Clay said. " She got Justing stuck on the bus " I said in response. " When are you ever gonna ask Hannah out. It is to obvious that you love her ". Clay's cheeks went red as he looked up to the sky.
We look like twins whichever we are. Just that I'm blonde like mom and he is a brunette like dad. The thing we have in common is our eyes color. I don't know what I'll do iff I didn't have Clay in my life. He was my ever first friend I made iff siblings count. Even iff he is annoying sometimes which I can be to. I still love and care for him. I never wanna see him heartbroken and damaged.
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Fanfiction" Everyone act's like everything is gonna be fine when everything is about to crash down! " I stood in the hallway screaming. How did I even get here? _____________________________________ Alyssa Jensen. The sister of Clay Jensen was best friends...
