Regret

19

TW: Mention of rape and swearing so skip iff you want.

Me and Clay visited Mr Porter later that day. We did deliver the tapes to him so he could listen to the pain Hannah went through.

The tape about both Mr Porter and Bryce were the ones who broke me the most. Mr Porter saw and knew that Hannah needed help when she came to him but he didn't help her.

" You knew Hannah was in the need of help but you didn't even care, right? " I snapped at him. Clay just looked at the floor for my action and Mr Porter looked guilty as he watched me.

" Ms Jensen I/ " he started but I didn't let him finished.

" No. I don't want your apology. You should go to Hannah's grave and apologise. She was my best friend, Mr Porter. My BEST FRIEND. " I said to him.

Mr Porter had tears in his eyes as he looked down at the tapes. " So what do I do with these tapes? " he asked us.

" You listen to the tapes. Maybe mostly the last one, number 14, which I made myself and later you pass them on. " Clay spoke up.

" What else? " Porter asked. " The tapes will be up on the webb. And no I'm not threatening you. Hannah said it herself in her first tape. "

Me and Clay walked out of Mr Porter's office and went out to the hallway.

" So...What now? " Clay asked me. I knew one thing what to do and that was to speak with Bryce. I know it was not the smartest thing to do but I knew I had to.

" I know this might make you worride but...I need go talk to Bryce..." I Said awkwardly.
Clay furrowed his eyebrows before speaking. " No, I don't want you near him.

After a long conversation between me and Clay he fineally let me go.
I was now standing outside Bruce's front door.
I was nervous. I was standing at a rapist front door. He hurt my best friend. And I wanted to talk to him.

I knocked on the door and to my suprise....Jess opened the door. " Ohh isn't it the girl who nearly outed all of us in the hallway at school. " she snapped.
" Cut the bullshit, Jessica Davis. I need to speak with Bryce. " I said as I walked into the house.

I walked into the living room and spotted Alex, Zach, Bryce and Monty. They had a beers in their hands and they were cigarettes on the table and also....drugs.
Justin wasn't there....Which wasn't normal.
" Does your boyfriend know that you are here?..." I asked Jess.

" Like you care, Jensen. " Jessica replied. I was a little horrified. Hannah did mention Jessica being....yeah you know what of Bryce. I had a feeling that Justin did know about it aswell.

" Heeey Jensen! " I heard Bryce say. He spotted me at least.

Moments Justin rushed inside and looked both horrified and furious. He gave me a questionable look that said 'Why are you here?'

I gave him a look in response that said 'Same reason as you'. He looked away from me and to Bryce. " What.The.Hell. Are you doing here..." Justin said. " I called you and messaged you all day. You had me worried sick, Jess!!" He yelled.

" What are you talking about-" Bryce said but I cut him off. " Bryce does it look like he is talking to you?! NO! " I yelled which made him go silent.

" Let's go! " Justin said and dragged Jess with him. The rest of us followed them. " I don't want you to be here ever again! " Justin said

" Don't you touch me like that! Don't you EVER touch me like that! " Jess said upset and let go of his grip.

" Buddy calm down. " Bryce said before Justin cut him off. " Stay the fuck away from her! " Justin said harsh.

" Guys this does not need to happen! " Zach said

" But maybe it does. " Alex said all annoyed. He did date Jessica but they broke up later on.

Justin and Jess started to argue.
" What are you doing here? What are you doing doing here with him?!"

" We're just having fun? "

" Why the fuck are you here with Bryce?! "

" Why do you care? TELL ME! "

Justin hesitated first. I knew were this was about to go.

" Tell her Justin! " Alex said but Zach stopped him from saying anything more.

" Let's go! " Justing said.

" Tell me why you care! " Jess said.

" Jess let's go! "

" Tell me why you fucking care!! "

I looked at Justin and then at Jessica. She had tears in her eyes and was extremely upset. Justin looked furious. Before I could take a new breath Justin snapped back.

" BECAUSE HE FUCKING RAPED YOU! " he screamed.

Jess face dropped. She looked numb. Bryce looked like a victim and the rest of us were in complete shock and confused. Monty gave me a questionable look but I couldn't look him in the eyes.

I started to remember the night. The night of the party it happend....

Next chapter coming soon!
/// L.J.L