Regret

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All of us were in shook after Justin yelled at Jessica. " Justin....brother...." Bryce began..
Justin was about to attack him but Zach and another guy stopped him from it. I felt guilty if it all. I remember I saw Justin and Jessica going up the stairs and a few minutes later Bryce aswell but I didn't think anything of it.

Justing were screaming that they would let him go so he could beat Bryce up.

I haven't felt so disgusted in my whole life. Bryce raped Hannah. And now I find out he raped Jessica?! How could he do that? Even iff me and Jessica aren't the best of friends I still care for her. She didn't deserve that at all of what he did to her.

After Justin got out of their grip Jessica walked over and told him she hated him and then slapped him across the face leaving us shook.

I saw Bryce that was just about to go after him but I stepped in front of him. " Don't. EVEN. Think. You. Are. Going. After. " I said furious.

" Comon you don't believe that- " he started but I slapped him and then pushed him backwards.

" Alyssa stop! " Zach yelled pulling me away. But I kept going. " HOW COULD YOU DO THAT? HOW COULD YOU DO THAT TO THEM. "  I yelled. The guys were speechless. " Wait....there is more?! " Monty said. 

I nodded as tears were welling up in my eyes. " He raped my best friend. He raped Hannah aswell. " I yelled as the tears were running down my face.

Alex, Zach and Monty turned to Bryce. " Guys! Don't do this outside! " Zach said giving me a look that said 'He doesn't know about the tapes.'

" Save it! I'm leaving! " I yelled. When walked outside out of Bryce Walkers garden I spotted Justin standing with a cigarette. " Are you here to tell you how I'm a terrible boyfriend? " he said as a joke.  " No, give me one of those please. " I said. Justin lighted a cigarette and gave it to me.

" I hate smoking. But this is the only thing I could think of doing right now " I joked and Justin laughed with me aswell. " Sounds logic " he said and smiled.

" I'm sorry for it. I saw you going up the stairs and I saw Bryce aswell but I- " I started.
" No, you could never known what he would do. " he said. " I responded with an apologetic smile.

" I couldn't tell her....But seeing her with Bryce made me worried and mad..." He said. " And she wouldn't want to see me ever again. "

" She loved you Justin....You wanted to protect her but sometimes....you can't always protect your loved ones from the truth..." I said.

When  I finished my cigarette I stepped on it making the flame die and walked over to my car. " See ya around, Foley " I shouted. He waved and I later drove off.

Once I got home I slammed the front door shut behind me. " Ey! We don't slam doors here, young lady! " my dad shouted from the kitchen. Clay walked over to me. " Why do you fell like cigarettes?? " he whispered. " I did smoke. I tried it and it was awful. " I responded and went to take a shower.

Once I got to my room after my shower someone kept throwing rocks at me window. I turned to open it but one rock hit my head. " Ouch! Who is it? " I said.

I looked down and there was Monty. He began to climb on the roof and then hopped in through my window.

" What do you want? " I said rudely. He chuckled before speaking. " Woah calm down. I wanted to check on you after what happend at Walker's house. "

" I don't wanna talk about it. " I said looking away from him.
" Then don't " he said. He came closer and hugged me. I buried my face in his chest and felt safe.

" I never apologised for the scene at the party at Jessica's did I? " he said. I pressed my lips together into a line before responding.

" No...but you don't have to. You were drunk and I- " I said. " No! Alyssa I had no right to do that and you know it. I felt stupid for doing that but I couldn't take it to see the girl I love- " he cut me off but stopped talking. I looked at him confused.

" What did you just say...." I asked. An awkward silence filled the room and me and Mony didn't talk.

" I couldn't. " he started. " I couldn't stand seeing you kissing Jeff. I couldn't see the girl I loved kissing somebody else. And I know we never were a thing but I for god wished we were. "

My checks turned red. One of the biggest player and bad boy were confessing his feelings for the quiet boy's twin sister. Who could have known.

".....How do I know this is true to be honest? How do I know you are just playing with my feelings. " I asked.

" Ally....the next few days I haven't been with any girl because of you! You drive me insane, okay?! Plus I never wanted to loose you! " he said.

He stopped closer to me and I could feel his breath on my skin. " I love you, Alyssa Jensen. You and only you.

Dropping the three last chapters before finishing book one! <3
/// L.J.L