A/N :- before reading this chapter I suggest you to play this song in background.
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🦋 HEARTBREAK 🦋
Y/N's pov
It's been two days now. Whenever I tried to talk Draco, he always ignores me or Pretends like I don't even exist. Sometimes he will make awful comments when I try to talk to him. But each and everyday I tried hard to talk to him.
Today's the third day, I was walking down towards the Great Hall when I saw Draco was also going there. His back was facing towards me. before he took another steps to the Great hall, I quickly ran towards him and grabbed his arms to make him stop. When I touched him, he's becomes tensed, but within a second he removed my hands and shouted at me "Don't touch me".
"Draco please, why are you doing this? All I want to do was talk to you". I Said calmly.
He turn towards me and looking me in the eyes."how many times I have to tell you, it's Malfoy for you".he yelled at me.
"But all I want to do was talk to you. Why can't you understand". I said to him.
"What your problem,huh? Why can't you just leave me alone Filthy little Mudblood". He yelled again. This time a little bit louder. "Look L/N I suggest you to stop bothering me and stay the fuck away from me". He Said angrily and walked away . Again he left me there standing. I decided to skip breakfast and made my way towards the class.
After finishing all my classes. I told Hermione to bring me some food in our shared dorm as I am not feeling well. She'd agreed and walked away to the Great hall. On the other hand, I made my way towards Gryffindor common room.
When I entered Gryffindor common room, I quickly made my way towards the fireplace and sitting in couch there. Nobody's in common room.
I sat there for ten minutes and left for my dorm. I took shower and changed into comfortable clothes. I picked a book from nightstand and starts reading it.
After reading some pages I decided to do my transfiguration homework. I was on my way writing notes, when I noticed an owl with a letter was tapping in my window.
I quickly made my way towards the window and opened it for that owl to come inside. That owl fly around the room and stopped in my bed. I walked towards the owl and gave him some food. I opend the note which has written on it was:-
Meet me in astronomy tower at 11pm
- D.M
"Why the sudden change in his mood that he want to talk now"? I thought to myself. But whatever the reason atleast he wants to talk now. Later, Hermione brought some food for me. I ate my food and talks to Hermione.
Everyone falls asleep in our dorm. So, I woke up from my bed and put some warm coat, wand and headed towards Astronomy tower. But before I leave I checked the girls one last time and left the room. I tip-toed and without getting caught I reached my destination.
I saw Draco standing in the corner with the support of the wall. I starts approaching him and stands beside me. There was peaceful silent between us. We both are admiring the night sky.
"Before you say anything, Y/N ,I have to tell you something". He said without looking at me.
"What is it Draco"? I asked while looking concerned at him. He took a deep breath before saying anything. He turned towards my side and looking me in the eyes making eye contact before saying anything.
"Y/N, I can't do this anymore. I can't be with you. I am breaking up with you". He said without showing any emotion.
"You're kidding right. Tell me you're lying. You didn't mean anything like that". I said while grabbing his jacket tightly. It's broke my fucking heart as tears started pooling into my eyes when he said that.
"No, Y/N. I am not lying to you". He said. I was looking deeply in his eyes to see any kind of sign that he is lying. But he wasn't lying.
"Why, Draco?" I asked him.
"Y/N....I can't". He simply said.
"Draco I love you so much. Please don't do this to me. To us".I said pleading.
"Y/N why can't you understand there is nothing in us anymore". He said pointing his fingers between us as he continued "Plus I don't love you. I never did" he said.
"So you are saying that all those times meant nothing to you, all those stolen kisses we share, our talks, memories meant nothing to you". I said shouting.
"Yes, Y/N it's means nothing. It just a waste of time". He said removing my hands from his jacket.
"I won't stop loving you just because you have hurt me more than anyone else ever will in my entire life. I won't stop loving you because you broke my heart and left me. I won't stop loving you for any reason. That is because I love you unconditionally". I said to him with tearful eyes.
As I continued-"Just leave Draco". I said breaking eye contact with him and with this he left without saying and looking back at me. After he left, I broke down in floor. It's too much for me to take everything he said few minutes ago. I was numb.
Tears started running down my cheeks. I was crying there, the pain I was feeling inside of me I can't explain . I stood up from the floor and wiped my tears. I heard footsteps behind me.
"I knew you would come back-" I said before turning back to.
Draco's pov
I hate myself. I hate myself for hurting her. I hate myself for making her cry. I hate myself for doing this to her. I was the last person who gave her this much pain. I can feel the cracks in her heart.
When I told her she meant nothing. I lied, when I said that all those times meant nothing, all those stolen kisses we share, our talks, memories meant nothing to me. But in reality, it's means alot to me. Every moment I spent with her was one of my best moments in my life. It's not a waste of time. I love her so much. I still do.
She's the girl that has a few best friends & doesn't need anyone, the girl that laughs the hardest at her own jokes. The girl that expects way too much. Doesn't care what anyone thinks, and is nice to everyone.
She's the kinda girl that will put all her trust in you until you give her a reason not to. She's the girl who will never leave your side when you need her, the girl who will go out of her way to cheer you up.
She's the girl who says she isn't ticklish, but really is. She's the girl who will not give up on you if she really believes in you. She's the type of girl that can be so hurt but still look at you with the smile. She's the type of girl that touches your soul and makes you feel for lifetime.
And what did I do? I broke her fucking heart.
I cannot unlove you. I cannot forget the way your voice sounded in the middle of the night. I cannot forget the way your lips felt pressed against mine. I cannot forget the way you looked when you were asleep next to me. I cannot forget the way you made everything okay.I cannot unlove you and it is killing me.
What I did few minutes ago was wrong, but I hate to do it, to make her stay away from me. If she stays away from me She'd be safe. I was walking back to dungeons while thinking whether I should go back to see her. I quickly turned around to walk back to the Astronomy tower.
