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I think about the time, when she got into fight with Malfoy at the hallway. As I was in there, in the hallway, Watching the whole scene.
I should let her die that day.
Why. I should let her die that day, When she was suffering with headache. I tortured her that day, nearly to death. I just don't want to be near her. To see her. I decided to kill her that day, which eventually I did that. Left her alone to die in the astronomy tower that day.
But why, after leaving her there for barely ten minutes. I came back for her, to see her. I saw the blood, which was coming from the back of her head.
A part of me want to let die, but other part of me want to save her. Why did I do that. I never in my life I saved someone. As I love to kill People, make them suffer. But why?Why I saved her that night.
I take her in my arms to the hospital wing that night. Threatens that old woman in hospital, if she tell anyone about it. That I brought her.
Until Y/n didn't recover, I visited her at nights. Whenever I did, I saw her sleeping peacefully.
But when she awakes, I look at her from far, whole time. I waited mostly for night to come, to visit her, especially not get seen by anyone.
When she slept. I made my way towards her. Sitting beside her bed, looking at her, taking every facial expression. I was observing her.
I stroked her hair slowly and slowly. Somehow, I was little bit afraid from inside that what if she gonna wake up. I hold her hand in mine.
It makes me so mesmerized abot her that , how Her face was glowing in the moonlight at night. I couldn't believe myself, how can someone be this beautiful. How can someone Sleeping peacefully, so calm.
I was there whole night,watching her sleeping peacefully...
Especially,Admiring her.
The way Her eyes sparkles when she speak, the way she smile, the way she giggle. She was beautiful. Her lips are kissable. She was truly like an angel. Perhaps She was an angel. She's just mesmerizing.
To my surprise, She is strong, brave, not afraid to anyone and fights back. Even She stand in front of me all brave and tough, doesn't care if I kill her within a second, which impressed me alot about her. She is not weak or pathetic. She is tough, strong and but powerful by herself.
And I am getting addicted by her day by day. Her presence, her voice, her touch, everything about her makes me drive crazy.
Uuugghhh. I thought while punching hard the mirror again and until I bleed.
