Third Times The Charm

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sorry this took so long, I wrote it ages ago but was going to post it as one chapter but I want to separate it so this is short <3

"Get your ass up." I wake up to Sap dragging me out of the bed. "Wow not even breakfast after sleeping with me, poor Karl and Alex." I wink, stretching while standing up. I walk over to the door and twist the handle. Right as I pull open the door Sap calls from behind me: "Are you sure you want to go out there, Dream's not gonna be very.." He was cut off by a red eyed Dream staring into the room.

He was either extremely high or had been crying a lot, or both. "Hi." He hicced. "So, about that breakfast," Sap grabbed my arm, "let's go." And with that he dragged me out of the dorm leaving a shocked, and sad looking Clay behind.

"Wow, you really fucked him up. I've never seen him like that." "I should've never got drunk with you, remind me not to do that again." I giggled. "You know he doesn't let us touch him, I've known him ten years and I've never hugged him." Sap said in a serious tone. "He let his guard down for you, you should at least talk to him." He stopped talking and looked at me. "Like now."

"Now~?" I whined. "Yes! Go, you owe me since I slept with you." He grinned. "Oh shut up." He pushed me towards their dorm room. "I hate you." I called down the hall as he walked away. "Love you Gogy."

I stood outside room 487 for about three minutes before my body convinced itself to knock. I could hear movement from inside, then slowly the door creaked open to reveal the broken boy behind it.

"Can I come in?" I asked nervously looking down. "No, go have breakfast with your boyfriend." He snapped. "You know Sap isn't my boyfriend." I roll my eyes. "No George, no I don't." He crosses his arms. "I know nothing about you actually, you walk into my dorm, act all clingy, I let you touch me and call me Clay for gods sake! I let my guard down the second I met you and I don't know why, but I want you and you're driving me crazy!" His eyes began to water.

"I'll just hurt you, I always do!" I shouted back. "That's not your decision to make, you can't protect me." "I can try." I sighed.

I couldn't hold back my tears any longer. I fell to the floor crying, "I can't do it again." I shook my head, bringing my knees to my chest. "Will it always end like that, with me broken and guilty?" I asked looking up. "Not if you let me love you." He crouched down and pulled me into a hug.

I cried into his neck until I passed out in his arms for everyone to see. I felt him carrying me into his dorm before I fully fell asleep. I grabbed onto him as if he would die if I had let go. I can't let that happen again. One day I'll focus on the future. He is not him.

this is so short i hate it but there's another straight after

i had to dance infront of  half of my year today and i have really bad social anxiety and my legs were literally vibrating i couldn't stand 😀