Chapter 18
His voice was husky but his message was clear. "Pero kahit ganun lang ako sa buhay mo, pwede bang.. Pwede bang pahingi ng kahit konting atensyon? Kahit ngayon gabi lang, kahit tuwing wala si Kristy. Pahingi naman"
Hindi ako nagsalita I just let him hugged him so tight. I wanted to hugged him but I just can't, what we're doing is so wrong but seeing him like this, how can I say resist? Kumawala naman ako sa yakap niya saka hinarap ito. Napasinghap ako nang isinandal nito ang noo niya sa balikat ko, he lifted his arms a little to gave me a hugged again but he held back, ibinaba nito ang kamay niya.
"Alam kong nagmumukha na akong desperado sa ginagawa ko but I don't care, all I want is you Devin. No matter how much you push me away I'll still keep chasing you kasi hindi ko kaya, hindi ko kayang mawala ka sa tabi ko. I'll do whatever it takes. " Inalis naman nito ang pagkakasandal saakin saka tingnan ako. "Kaya kong tumanggap ng tira-tira kung yun lang ang kaya mong ibigay" His voice broke.
I gasped, I don't know but after he said those words my tears suddenly fell into my cheeks kaya agad kong sumiksik sa dibdib niya habang pinipigilan parin ang mga luhang bumubuhos. Please, you don't have to do this Raven. This is too much
We stayed like that for an hour until we decided to go to our bed and sleep but instead of sleeping separately I let Raven slept besides me while he's holding me so tight, so afraid that I'll leave him.
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Nagising ako dahil sa malambot na bagay na dumadampi sa noo, iminulat ko ang mga mata ko at bumungad saakin ang gising na si Raven. He gave me a small smile.
"Sorry, did I wake you? " His voice was husky making my body shivered.
I shook my head. "Come on, let's go have breakfast" Nakangiti kong sabi.
He gave me kissed in my nose tip then he smiled before he got himself out of the bed, lumabas naman ito ng kwarto at sumunod naman ako.
"Andito na sina mama? " I asked.
"They just left, leaving this notes behind" Aniya saka ibinigay ang maliit na papel.
-Hi angels your mama and papa will be out, make sure to have your breakfast.
-mom
I rolled my eyes. "I can't believe she still call us Angels"
"What's wrong with that? I think it suits you but I still prefer calling you baby" Nakangisi nitong sabi pero kaagad na naglaho saka pilit na lang itong ngumiti. "Sorry"
I forced a smile bago lumapit sa kanya. "I don't think I can let go of you" He breathed.
"But you have to because—"
"I know, just give me sometime " Aniya saka hinalikan ako sa noo.
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Raven and I are both silent while watching the movie, he was using my lap as his pillow while he sometimes gets some popcorn that I'm holding then he eat it. We decided to cut what's going on between us and be just a normal siblings but I just can't the moment he said those words, how am I supposed to forget all of those besides I'm starting to feel something weird when I'm with Raven.
It's the feeling that's more powerful than I felt to Kristy, this feeling is different but I just had to held this kasi alam ko, alam ko na pag hinayaan ko itong nararamdaman ko baka hindi ko mapigilan ang mga bagay na dapat pigilan.
Naramdaman ko naman ang cellphone kong nagvibrate kaya naman kinuha ko ito sa bulsa ko saka sinagot ang tawag.
"Hello? "
"Devin, we need to talk" Seryosong sabi ni Kristy.
"I can't, I'm doi—"
"I'm outside of your house"
As soon as she said it, Immediately stand and Raven almost fell but he managed not to, alalang nakatingin ito saakin kaya binigyan ko naman ito ng ngiti. Lumabas na ako sa bahay saka tinungo si Kristy when I was in front of her she took a deep breath before saying the words that makes my day grumble.
"Devin, I'm pregnant"
BINABASA MO ANG
Forbidden Desire
Romance"S-stop... Ahh" Ungol at sinusubukan parin itong itulak papalayo saakin. We shouldn't be doing this. This is wrong, so wrong. We're twins, we shouldn't be doing this. "You're telling that but you're body telling me something else" He breathed. He...
