Shawmila✘Hope It Meant Something To You[DISCONTINUED]

Cat's out of the Bag

"Wh-what did you just say?"

Shawn couldn't believe his ears, Camila looked at him with that look in her eyes, that look she always had when she was telling the truth.

She was telling the truth.

"But- but the pregnancy test?" Questioned Shawn, because he desperately wanted this to be another sick joke, Camila would never, she couldn't, not after everything she has put them through, not after everything she has put him through.

"I wasn't the one who was pregnant, it was Lily-"

"Lily?"

"Yes, and I wanted to tell you," Camila voice shrunk, her throat was dry and every word felt heavier than the last, "Gush knows I wanted to tell you, but Lily almost killed herself, because she thought she pregnant and if it wasn't for her friend, she would have died and I couldn't, I just..." She paused to collect her thoughts, it was to much.

"Why didn't you just tell me, Camila?" Shawn asked, he looked at her with eyes so hurt devoid of anger and resentment, he just wanted to know why?

Why didn't she just explain everything to him?

"I couldn't do it, you wanted this baby so bad that I could not bring myself to crush you even further than I already had, already have." Camila said, as the tears rolled down her cheeks.

"That's a bullshit excuse and you fucking know it!" Shawn screamed, the anger finally rising, his face felt hot and he wouldn't surprised if his ears had smoke coming out of them.

"I can't believe you right now!" Shawn said, rubbing his face in frustration.

"I'm sorry, Shawn I am! There is nothing more I can do to make it up to you," Camila said, wildly running her hands through her already messed up hair.

"You're right there is nothing you can do," Shawn said, sounding very exhausted, because he was, he really was.

"I'm so sorry," Camila kept repeatedly saying.

Shawn knew she was, she regretted everything that she's done to him, but did that make Shawn feel better, no. It enraged him even more, because she was equally hurt as he was or worse.

"I just- we just can't keep doing this to ourselves!" Shawn said, now pacing back and forth, repeatedly running his hand through his hair.