Shawmila✘Hope It Meant Something To You[DISCONTINUED]

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Author's Note

Um...hey.

I'm still writing this story.

Reread previous chapter, to refresh memory.(just in case)

"Mila," Shawn said,walking towards Camila who was on the phone with Lily "Can we talk?"

"Hey!Lily talk to you later," Camila said,hanging up.

"What's up?" Mila asked, biting her bottom lip.

Yesterday was the most exhausting day of her life,she was such a terrible person no wonder bad things happen to her,if lying was an art she was sure she'd be top of the class.

Lily was doing much better doing so much better, after her attempted suicide,but she still won't tell anyone about her baby,and she begged Camila not to say anything to anyone and anyone included Shawn.

"I wanted to say I'm sorry,for everything I was begging an immature little kid," Shawn said,looking at his feet,he couldn't look her in the eye.
What he did was wrong considering the fact that Camila did all that for her career and it clearly tore her apart,and he almost put everyone's career on the line for what? to avenge his feelings?

"Shawn" She stood up from the edge of the bed to towards Shawn.

"You weren't wrong I was the one who-"

"-no,please let me just say it." Shawn interjected, looking her dead in the eye as he spoke.

"What you did-" He paused,inhaling sharply he closed his eyes, like the sentence was stuck in his throat.

"What you did benefited both our careers and it was wrong me to-"

"-Shawnie," Camila was close to tears,he was breaking her heart by all the things he said,she couldn't believe he was honestly justifying what she did.

"What I did by putting our careers on the line because of my feelings was stupid and I hope you can forgive me," he continued as though she had not interrupted him mid-sentence.

"You want me?" Mila blinked a few times,in disbelief "To forgive you?"

"I know what I did-"

"Shut up," she said putting her hand up, eyes closed,and thank goodness he listened.

"You have nothing to apologize for-"

"Yes I do-"

"No,you don't! I was the one who lied to you,used you and-"

"-and you did it for a valid reason." Shawn pointed out.

"a selfish reason!" She cried.

Shawn placed his hand on her shoulder to calm down, but she moved away from his touch.

"Listen what you did was nothing compared to what I did,Kay?What I did was cold and calculating," Camila stated,"to make it worse after you canceled my plans to promote my stupid album the first thing I did was get wasted,run to Mathew for revenge sex and plot my payback." The last sentence made Shawn twitch,and his face turn slightly red.

"You and Mathew" He growled involuntarily.

"No,we didn't,he'd never take advantage of me like that." She defended Matthew real quick,the last thing she needed was Shawn punching Matt for something he almost (kinda) did.

"The point is:I am the last person you should apologise to." She said sadly,turning her back to Shawn.

"Mila" Shawn said,moving closer to her,just one more step and he'd be pressed against her back, but he wisely thought against it.

"I want to take care of you and our baby" she heard him say, shit she totally forgot about her fake pregnancy.

"I don't want you to rise it alone without me." His voice was so low that if the room wasn't pin-drop silent she'd never have heard him.

Our baby does not exist,it's Lily whose pregnant not me! That's what she wanted to say.

She took a sharp intake of air then slowly turned around to face her...boyfriend?what he meant to her now.

"Shawn I-the baby-"

"I already told my mom and she-"

"You told your mother?" She tried to keep her voice even,she couldn't yell at him especially when he technically didn't do anything wrong,how was he suppose to know that the baby she was carrying is nonexistent?

"Yes, I did. I was so confused,terrified and well yeah know, shocked,I had to confine in someone I trusted and it sure as heck couldn't be my sister," he let out a weak chuckle,as he rubbed the back of his neck.

"Don't worry I begged her to not tell anyone,"He added real quick.

"She says if we want to -ah...um if you want to keep the baby she's totally gonna support us- I mean you." Shawn said,nervously.

There! Right there was her ticket out she could just tell him she'd get an abortion and everything will be clear get,get rid of fake  baby,problem solved.

But,she couldn't because, the look he was giving her the look that killed her inside and out,the look of something she hadn't seen in him in a while...hope,hope in those beautiful eyes, she couldn't bring herself to crush it,right there, she tried but she couldn't.

Even a blind man could see he wanted this baby the same way Mila didn't want to crush his spirits.

So with a heavy heart she said...

"Well I guess we better start choosing baby names," Shawn grinned widely before pulling her into a hug and spinning her around.

"You're gonna be a wonderful mom!" He beamed,before putting her down.

Mila smiled,halfheartedly. Shawn smiling was the highlight of her day.

Then without warning Shawn placed his hands on her cheeks and kissed her,she froze stiff.

He hasn't kissed her like this in a while so it took her by surprise.

The kiss wasn't rush or filled with passion it was gentle, soft and everything Mila missed in Shawn for weeks so her kissing back was inevitable.

She missed this intimacy, she could only feel with him,the feeling of "Shawness"

Shawn slowly parted their lips slowly opening his eyes.

"Sorry," he apologized,because she decided to keep the baby not forgive him,but he couldn't help himself.

"It's okay" she breathed out,her hands still on Shawn's waist.

"Wanna binge watch Every episode of The Walking Dead with me." Shawn asked,causing Mila to laugh.

"Nice save,Mendes" she laughed.

And boy did Shawn miss that laugh.

Author's Note.

I know I'm a terrible person😭
I won't be surprised if y'all left,I've been getting writer's block.(no inspiration) it's 1:40 AM and I'm writing this.

Hope it doesn't suck,love you guys.