Shawmila✘Hope It Meant Something To You[DISCONTINUED]

You Used Me

"See you girls later." Camila  said,
Hugging them.

"Yeah...later"  Lauren said, hugging her tightly.

"Well it was fun seeing you guys." Dinah said,hugging Normani.

"Who knew coffee was all we needed." Ally said,hugging Camila.

"I know,right?!" Normani said,in disbelief she thought they'd choke one another but,it turns out all they needed was to talk about what they missed about one another. (Cheesy)

With that they went their separate ways.

Camila couldn't wait to reach back home, She was so freaking happy, She has HER GIRLS back.

Shawn was gonna be so happy for her,he always is.

*_*_*_*_*_*

Shawn moved up and down the room,wondering where Camila was it was 22:30 PM eventhough it wasn't really that late,he grew impatient he wanted to...

...goodness knows what he wanted to do to her!

All he knew was he was disappointed,heartbroken but,most importantly he was ANGRY beyond words.

"H-how could you?" He fell to his knees, he felt pathetic, completely pathetic.

He should have known from the very beginning it was nothing but,a game.

A game that he didn't know the rules too.

"How could you?" Shawn cried,he dropped Camila's diary next to him then he hugged his knees,rocking back and forth like a little toddler he repeated the words "How could you."

After 2 minutes of sobbing Shawn stood up and decided Camila Cabello might be worth millions but, she was not worth his love,time, devotion and tears it was time for him to stop crying like a thirteen-year-old girl and pull himself together.

Shawn stared down at the diary and silently said: "I'm done with this." Then he picked it up and decided it was time to celebrate, Camila's reign of lies and deceit was over!

He went into the kitchen and took a bottle of vodka.

*_*_*_*_*_*_*_*_*

When Camila opened the door to her and Shawn's apartment,she froze as if someone pressed the pause bottom because, right in front of her stood a visibly drunk Shawn,with Her diary in his hands and from the look he gave her she knew he had read it.

She didn't know what to say, what could she say?

What could she have possibly said to make the situation any better?

Camila opened her mouth to speak but,Shawn interjected before she could utter a word.

"You used me."

"Shawn please let me explain."

"So I was nothing but,a ticket to fame for you, huh? Tell me!"

"Shawn plea-"

"No,I'm done."

Shawn  said the last sentence silently.

Camila couldn't hold back the tears. 

"I-I didn't know what else to do Shawn,You were the only-" but,Shawn cut her off again.

"Only what?! Only ticket!" Shawn questioned.

"It wasn't like that!" Camila said, raising her voice,getting a little angry.

Shawn could sense the rage which made him more angry, she didn't have the right to be mad because,he was the one who was manipulated, he was the one who was used, he is the one who is hurt.