Shawmila✘Hope It Meant Something To You[DISCONTINUED]

It's Over

"Talk about what?" Camila frowned, she knew it was nothing good.

"Can we sit?" Mathew said,walking towards the couch,once he sat down Camila slowly sat next to him,feeling uneasy.

Then everything went silent.
The only sound Camila heard was the sound of her own heartbeat.

Mathew after what seemed like forever exhaled loudly then he took Camila's hand in his and said: "I love you."

Camila blinked, she didn't respond, not because, she was shocked he said that but,because of the way he said it.

He seemed helpless.

"Is this conversation going anywhere important." Camila was taken back by how rude that came out "Sorry." She apologized, Mathew nodded understandingly,she knew that when Camila got scared she'd sometimes get defensive.

"I don't think we should continue seeing each other." Mathew said,he waited for her reaction.

"Wh-what?" Camila stuttered, tears began forming in her eyes "Are you breaking up with me?" She asked him.

"Mila-"

Camila was now standing in front of him.

"Is this because I refuse to marry you?"

"No-"

Mathew stood up as well and attempted to place his hands on her shoulders to calm her down.

"Then what?!"

"Cammy-" she starting pacing around.

"Is this because of Shawn?"

"Good heavens no." Mathew said,almost sounding offended.

"Then why?" Camila said,tears falling down her cheeks.

"Camila..." Mathew said,walking towards her "I'm 31, you're just 21-"

"Is this about the age gap?" Camila interjected yet again "Ten years isn't that much of a-"

"Mila!" Mathew interjected this time and Camila went silent.

Mathew ran his Hand through his hair and exhaled.

"It's not just that." He said calmly.

"I want a family." Mathew said, giving her a sad smile.

Camila's tears were now just falling.

"And you love,have a career that's just began to pick up and I don't want to slow you down."
Matthew reasoned.

"Mathew..." Camila cried.

"No,no,no love." Mathew said, quickly wrapping his arms around her.

She cried into his chest,she couldn't believe this was happening.

"Please don't leave." She begged, she never thought she would sound so pathetic and desperate.

"Love.." Mathew said, making he look up at him "don't make this more difficult than it already is." He said, almost begging.

He hated doing this to her.

"I love you that's why I'm doing this but,I don't want a relationship where one of us has to delay on their happiness." Mathew said, his voice cracking.

Then he kissed her, one last time, this was going to be the last time he'd ever have her this close, the last time he'd claim her lips.

Camila suddenly deepened the kiss, a desperate attempt to get him to reconsider.