Shawmila✘Hope It Meant Something To You[DISCONTINUED]

Friends

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"Mendes,if you dare puke in my  car, you are a dead man!" Shawn heard, someone yell "where am I?" He wondered his head ached like no one's business.

"Yes,his in my car...No way!...Babe listen!...okay...Do you know where he leaves?... What do you mean you don't know,I'm not taking him to my place!Hello? HELLO?!"

The voice sounded familiar.

It couldn't be.

Maybe it was the headache or the alcohol that was threatening to come back up but, for a split second it sounded like...

Before Shawn could continue his train of thought,he puked right at back of the car.

"Mendes what the Fu•ck!?" He yelled,as he stared back at the mess the Canadian made.

"Nasty..." Shawn heard the man say, he sounded like he too would puke.

Shawn leaned back and took exhaled deeply,he really had to let those drinks he engulfed last night out,he felt huge relief.

"Since you can move your limps now,think you could tell me where you live?" The man asked,Shawn opened his eyes slowly and goodness gracious he regretted it,his head screamed in agony at the light "Lights." Shawn moaned,he heard an annoyed groan escape the man's mouth "Please just let me die," the man groaned loudly.

Shawn's eyes felt heavy,he wanted to close his eyes and just rest,he was so tired,physically,emotionally and mentally.

Both his head and heart were mad at him for what he did to Mila.

But she deserved it.

He muttered under his breath, sure what he did to her was wrong,but she was not the innocent victim in the story neither was he,their beyond fu•cked up situation was just like twilight, no one was the "good guy". 

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Mila doesn't know how it happened but,she was at Mathew's doorstep knocking like a maniac.

"Camila what are you doing her-" Mathew's words were cut short by Camila's lips on his.

One thing led to another Mathew and her were on the couch devouring each other mouths "What's this?" Mathew asked between kisses "Aren't you with Shawn?" He asked,kissing her neck "Shawn?hmmm sorry never heard of him,"Mila answered,capturing his lips again.

"Interesting," Mathew said,that caught Camila's off guard,that's not something someone says while doing something as intimate as what they were about to do.

"Interesting?" She questioned.

"You're using me,love."

"No, I'm not."

She was lying,they both knew.

"What you're doing is 'self destructive behavior' it's a state when you don't know what to do, you feel helpless, you want power you, you want control," He said,Camila wanted him to stop talking so she kissed him.

"...and...the only thing...you...have control over is your body...so you do whatever you want to it in hopes the pain you feel,the person who hurt you feels it too,it's either you want to feel good or avenge yourself in a very reckless way." He pulled away from her lips.

"Having sex with me  love,is your coping mechanism," he said, placing his hand on her cheek.

Mila got of his laps,picked up the wine bottle that sat on the table.

"Wanna talk about it,Mila?" Matthew offered, Camila laughed.

"Trust me you don't wanna hear it," She warned him.

"Trust me I do." He said,putting his shirt back on.

"Shawn and I are toxic asf,"She laughed,the whole situation was pretty funny.

"I used him to boast my career,he found out and now he wants to destroy me,isn't that hilarious?" She laughed,it felt great to laugh because,it really made this confession so  much easier to make.

"So what now?" Matt asked, Camila shrugged.

"I don't know," she said,taking a nice,long sip from the bottle.

"But,I know one thing,Shawnie boy isn't coming near my crown, I worked to damn hard to get where I am now," Camila said, her voice sounding crazier than ever
"I will Not.Let.Him," she finished.

"Why don't you just end it?" Matt asked, Camila let out an ugly chuckle "I can't," she said.

"...or you just don't want to?" He accused.

"Trust me,I tried but I'm stuck here until we are done with promoting 'Señorita'?"

"I'm so sorry," Matthew apologized,he didn't know how to help her.

"Don't sorry I'll be fine," she lied.

"I'll be just fine," she said, trying to convince herself into believing what she was saying.

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7:50 am

"My head," Shawn groaned.

"Great you're finally awake," he heard someone say,Shawn reluctantly opened his eyes and saw "the man"

"Justin?"

author's note

Introduced another celeb.