Shawmila✘Hope It Meant Something To You[DISCONTINUED]

Old Feelings

"Shawn!" Camila knocked on the door but,it seemed like the Canadian decided to sleep in.

"Shawn!" She banged on the door even harder.

"Shawn!" Shawn fell of his bed when he freakin' heard his name being called by what he assumes to be a fucking banshee.

"What in Bonnie Bennett's Name!" Groaned Shawn as he got off the ground.

Shawn angrily opened the door,ready to yell at the fucking douche who was at his door at 5:00 AM the goddamn morning
While he had to be on set at 7:00 AM.

The minute he opened,he planned on giving the lowlife who woke him up a piece of his mind.

"Hey." Camila said,smiling up at him.

And just as fast as his anger came it went away.

From that moment Shawn knew without a shadow of doubt he was falling hard for Camila,Again.

Shit

Getting over crushes and falling for them again is like getting away from a pack of wolves, only to willingly surrender yourself after running away for a long period of time.

Fuck life

"Shawn?"

"Huh?"

"Can I come in?"

Shawn smiled and gave her space to pass.

"Yeah come in." And she did.

"Sorry for waking you up?" Camila apologized, Shawn tiredly yawned and closed the door behind him "Oh...no problem."

Camila sat down on a chair and sighed.

Rule #1 of best friend code sigh equals "I need to talk."

"What's wrong Mila?" Shawn asked as he sat on the edge of the bed,Camila ran a hand through her hair and exhaled loudly, almost frustratedly.

"It's Mathew."

And with just that one sentence Shawn's stupid heart felt like hanging itself.

"Um..." Shawn cleared his throat and asked "What about Mathew?"

"I love him a lot, like a lot." Camila told him.

"Uh...huh." Shawm nodded trying
to be unaffected by the sentence.

"It's just that we seem distant... Maybe it's the work,right?" Camila said,looking at Shawn waiting for a comment.

Shawn simply just stared at her so she saw that as a cue to continue "Like we are both busy people soooo it makes totally sense we seem distant,right?" Shawn awkwardly rubbed the back of his neck and cleared his throat.

"Well...." He started "I don't know much about guys..." Camila looked at him like the most confusing Math equation.

"You're kidding right?" Camila asked, earning a shrug from Shawn "You're a dude... So you should know about guys."

"Hey...not all dudes are the same, alright?" Shawn said,Camila sighed and said:"I guess."

"Maybe it's my fault for saying I needed time." Camila leaned back into the chair,gazing at the roof absent mindedly.

'Saying 'I need time' to what?' Wondered the 20 year old.

"Saying "you need time" for what,Mila?" Asked the Canadian.

Camila bit her lower lip and wondered whether or not to tell Shawn the truth.

Camila opened her mouth to speak but,before she could utter a word Shawn cut her off "Please don't lie and if you do,Make sure it's convincing enough." Shawn told her.