Shawmila✘Hope It Meant Something To You[DISCONTINUED]

Lies,Tell Me Lies

Camila fell down on her knees and cried her eyes out.

She Waited too long.

She was supposed to tell him the truth herself, not him finding out by himself.

"It's my fault,My fault." She cried.

She was going to tell him everything,she didn't know when but,she promised herself she would that's the only reason she didn't throw her stupid diary so she could show Shawn how her feelings for him changed over the few years,she wrote it all in there.

But, as she kneeled on the ground she wondered if it would be enough to calm Shawn down.

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"Woman are really something, one minute you want them then you don't." a drunk Shawn said,Charlie looked at Shawn who looked absolutely miserable, his hair was a mess as though he's been pulling and his eyes were red from all the...crying.

"Talk to me buddy,what's wrong?" Charlie asked,Shawn didn't look at him instead his eyes were on his drink.

"Shawn," Charlie said,his name with such empathy in his voice but,Shawn couldn't let himself break.

Charlie reached out his hand and placed it on the back of Shawn's neck,forcing him to look at him.

"Camila?" Charlie asked,he knew he was right but,the look in Shawn's eyes when he said her name was one he had never seen in the young man complete rage.

"I don't wanna talk about it." Shawn said,then Charlie removed his hand from Shawn's neck.

"You're hurt,"Charlie stated " I can tell."

"I'm not hurt...I feel nothing, Charlie,nothing." Shawn said, He felt numb.

"Wow," Shawn said, looking in at the back of Charlie, Charlie frowned then looked behind him.

"The red-head?" Charlie questioned.

"No,way it's Reddy." Shawn said,grinning,He didn't recognize her she looked,appealing.

"Red what?" Charlie said,confused as he stared at the girl dancing on the dance floor.

"You know her?" Charlie asked,looking back at Shawn whose eyes were still on the girl.

"Yes,she's the choreographer for 'Señorita' I'm gonna say hi," Shawn said,grabbing his drink as he stood up.

"Don't do anything stupid," He heard Charlie warn him but,he didn't glance back.

"Reddy!" Shawn said, Reddy furrowed her brows in confusion then she grinned once she recognized him.

"Mendes!" She said, wrapping her hands around her neck,giving him a hug and a kiss on the cheek.

"How have you've been?!" She asked,loudly because the music was so loud "I've been Better!" He replied just as loud,smiling down at her,Reddy smiled and continued dancing "hey,Reddy." Shawn said, making her look at him "I want to kiss you?" Shawn said, Reddy paused for a sec and wondered if she heard him correctly "You wanna wha-" and just like that she felt his lips on his.

"Woah,what's gotten into you Mendes?" She asked,once he pulled away from her,Shawn's cheeks flushed,he was so embarrassed,why did he do that?

"I-I don't know." Shawn admitted.

"Wanna get some fresh air?" She offered, Shawn didn't trust himself to answer so he just nodded.

Charlie mouth dropped as he watched the whole scene unfold he was so shocked that he didn't know what to do when Shawn and Reddy left the building hand in hand.