It had been three days after reuniting with her "long lost love" he was stuck on her mind twenty four seven, every minute, every second of everyday. It was crucial for her, she wanted to push away the feelings she had for him all those times ago, but soon they came back once she was alone in her bed, rethinking what happened a few minutes before,
after that day she met up with the guys at pony's house, doing the same thing all the time, not getting tired of it once. But to her, in the pit of her stomach, she felt the fear eating at her, the paranoia, time was going by so slowly for her those three days,all those thoughts of what Michael might do when she's at her most vulnerable state.
The questions popping in her mind like bullets
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'Is he going to try to expose me to my friends?'
'Is he going to blackmail me?'
'Will he tell Keith about our relationship?'
'What will happen once they find out'
'What will happen to me'
'What are his intensions of talking to me in the first place?'It scared the living shit out of donna, she prayed to god Keith wouldn't find out, because god knows what the hell he would do once he does find out, and it scared her shitless.
'Nobody, absolutely nobody should find out'Three days after
"Is their a reason on why you've been acting so strange for the past three days?" Pony was walking alongside You to your math class, holding his three books in his hands, nervously, not knowing if he pissed you off with the question or not.
You sigh to yourself internally and fake a plastered smile on your face, now looking up at pony, you knew how to hide your emotions well, in fact it was one of your talents, you knew how to get away with being scared, nervous, sad, or anything at all. It was all an act after all.
"What do you mean by that pony?" You giggle cheerfully at him, convincing him that you where fine, with your attitude alone.
"Oh-I don't know, Johnny's been telling me how quiet you've been lately, and wanted me to ask you, since he couldn't get the chance earlier"You where completely oblivious to the fact Johnny tried asking you, on y'all's way to walk him to science class, but you where in your own little world, not paying attention to anyone around you. So he asked pony when you were distracted and told him to ask you.
Your mind was blank, not wanting to face the guilty fact that you probably still have feelings for your ex.
You didn't want to face that problem at the moment, not even Johnny,since you had already too much on your hands already."Oh? Well my bad, it's my time of the month" you say slyly at pony. Smirking at his taller figure than you, you bump your shoulder to his arm in a playful manner, making him believe you,
Ah, untruthful at its finest
"Oh! Right! Sorry I forgot girls get that"
Pony nervously chuckled with you, putting his hand to his neck, scratching it, and the tense in his shoulders relaxed at your answer.
"Well this is my class, gotta get going!" You smile and wave back at him, walking forward to your class, once your back was facing his, your smile faded and the nervousness came back to you in an instant.-
After the bell rang for your last period dismissal, you pile your books on top of one another, quickly walking out the room in utter silence, not wanting to meet with g and reb on your way out, you walk to your locker and put the books inside, along with your jacket, not giving any thought to the weather outside today. You decided to walk to the library to return some books you kept for school work, and took your sweet precious time walking their.
Pony and Johnny, had told you if you wanted to walk with then back to your place, but you declined the offer, telling them you had homework to do in the library.
Not wanting to give them the vibe of you being out of place, if you had walked home with them.
You spent your time at the library, all these conclusions jumping in your head, 'what if hes outside the school waiting for me?'
You laugh to yourself quietly in one of the isles,
'Jeez, I'm acting like a paranoid butch right now huh? I need to step up my game. Grow more, that's right, stop acting like a pussy donna' you say to yourself harshly in your head, you grew tiredness of the nervousness and relaxed your tense body, sliding down on the floor, letting an exhale of beat.
Regrouping your thoughts, you sigh one last time. And get up ready to leave the library, with a fresh face on, no worries, and no fear inside.But this wasn't true.
Even you knew it.
You gulped down the saliva you had in your throat and continued to walk out the school, the fresh breeze hitting your ankles, your hair blowing in the wind, and look out into the distance.
Their you see multiple cars, still picking up people from either tutorials, or late detention.
Then you look to your right, and see a tall man leaning with his hands in his pockets,next to a all familiar black mustang.
Your breath hitches for a moment.
"Oh for fucks sake" you whisper under your breath, 'speak of the devil' your thought, sending death glares to the man still standing, waiting for you. He knew what school you went to after all,
You would be lying if you said he wasn't handsome, his maroon shirt, with black pants and his black leather shoelace shoes, his shoulders length hair tied up into a lazy low bun, his fly away hairs in his face, framing it perfectly. He was absolutely stunning to say the least. You wondered why this man never cheated on you, giving by his looks, women where practically swooning over him everywhere he went.Throwing your fear and shaky ness in the back of your mind, you walk up to him, not daring to break eye contact, you meet him face to face after three days of seeing each other for the first time in a long time, it was almost like seeing your crush on your second date, butterflies lingering in the pit of your stomach.
"I knew you would linger around the library for a while"
He finally spoke up, for what seemed like the longest staring contest ever.
"Still going at it with your old habits?" He says calmly, and gently, not a tone of disrespect in his voice.
You sigh out, looking at his steering wheel now,
"Why where you waiting for me this long? You should leave" you spoke up, not daring to stutter a word, or show shakiness in your voice.
Ignoring his question.now looking at his piercing eyes, glaring into your soul, without meaning too. That was just the kind of man he was.He chuckles and grins at you, now standing up straight from leaning against his car, he looks down at you, towering over your height,
The hight difference really showing.
"If you would give me your time, I would like to talk with you" he says quietly, and slowly, winning your answer with his glare.hoping that you would say yes, his eager showing in his pleading eyes.You think for a moment, not wanting Keith to be worried about you getting home late, you think and decide to go with the old 'I went with my friends for ice cream' lie, for when he drops you off at home.
You sigh and look down, for a moment you wanted to say no, because of the tension, but also you wanted to say yes, because of the unfinished business Yall had between each other.
So, you go for the second route."Alright, Micheal"
A/U
Hey! So I really liked were I'm going with this story, and don't worry, this is still a Johnny x oc reader ofc, but I know we don't get to see Johnny a lot but we will see him in a couple of chapters later because I'm going to be focusing on Michael and donnas past and present relationship for the following chapters and how important they are to each other.
So until next time m!!!!
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Together and forever ~ a Johnny Cade fanfic
FantasyThis is the story of Johnny and donna, both not knowing what love was, but slowly started to regain it as they grew more attracted to each other.