Together and forever ~ a Johnny Cade fanfic

We talk

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Moments after the heated make out session the two adolescents longed for, donna was the first one to step up and stop it from going any further than from where the line had already been crossed.

Pushing her hand to his chest she created distance between the two, ripping lips off each other as she looked deeply into his eyes, the hunger and lust not fading away. The two carved into each other's eyes, panting profusely, the heat from the car and their own friction with one another, sweat was lingering on their bodies.
Not getting enough of her, Michael grabbed her face in his hand,
smiling softly at her he kept it on her temple,making her shudder underneath his body and his touch. Hers went up to his soft red hue cheeks and she rubbed them delicately with her smaller thumbs. Savoring the moment the two had together, before choosing to back away from it

"Michael, I have to be home..my brother..."
Donna whispered to him, breaking the lustful moment they had together, bringing up the reality they both dreaded to hear, as he heard her speak, his mind told him to take her to his place instead, he wanted to keep her with him, never letting go of her presence, always keeping her underneath his controlled grasp.

But he had too, in the end he had to do a responsible action he didn't want to do.

He looked at her in her eyes one last time, and his smile faded away, looking over too the side, sighing and backing away from her, knowing what she was trying to say, he didn't want to see the look on her face as she said it.
She immediately felt the coldness rushing to her body, now that his chest wasn't collided with hers anymore, and Gently frowned at this and sat up, brushing her hair down with her fingers, trying to be presentable for when she would have to step foot into the house.

Seeing Donna try to fix her own appearance from his side eyes, he looked back at the steering wheel waiting for her to be ready, and while she was, he was also in deep thought on what just happened between the two, wondering if it was a good idea to start whatever they had ended. He was bothered by this but pushed the thoughts away in his mind until then.

They where now in front of her house in his car, the engine still on and the two silent as can be.

"Thank you"

"It's nothing"
He said nonchalantly

Micheal leaned over to her. Pushing a strand of hair from her face to the back of her ear, staring deeply into her eyes. He looked as if he wanted to say something, but it couldn't come
Out with whatever the personal reasons he had. He showed her his pupils and what emotions he was giving off in them: desperation.
And she showed him the emotions in hers:
Vulnerability.

As the two said their last goodbyes, she got out the car and she walked to the steps from her house, telling herself
Not to look back.

'Don't look back'
'Don't look back'
'Don't look back...'

Donna eventually heard him drive off, his tires slightly screeching against the cement road, and she suddenly turned around to face the now empty street. The sound of his car slowly fading away and leaving her in utter quietness.
The crickets and the cicadas making their bug noises in the background, leaving her disturbingly alone. She suddenly
Felt a wave of hollow emptiness invade her heart, and she slowly started to lose herself on the steps in front of her home. Knees buckling she had plopped down with a thud on the steps and quickly covered her mouth with her right hand. Muffling her cries and chokes As best as she could. She couldn't control the tears seeping down onto her cheeks after another and another. No, this time she had no self
Control to her feelings, and as a ticking time
Bomb, they had exploded inside her chest, and she felt like it was the end of the world. She felt
Alone, hollow, and disgusted with herself. She finally knew what it was like to be played with like a little game. And she blindly Surrendered herself to her monster with no mercy

.she felt sick to her stomach and couldn't comprehend what was going on all at once. Donna didn't know what to do. Didn't know what to think. Didn't Know how to even breathe. She wanted to die right then and there on that very spot. Hunching over, shaking, and liquids coming down her face, with her hands on the sides of her head, pulling and grabbing at the hair.Instantly regretting her sinful actions against her loved ones. She knew she had messed up.

And their was nothing that could change that.

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