Together and forever ~ a Johnny Cade fanfic

Catching up

⚠️⚠️⚠️Warning: slightly heated moments,very little cussed words, and age gap, but it's for the sake of the plot  reason in the story so if your too uncomfortable with that plz don't read this!!!i am in no way romanticizing pedophilia, and only doing this for the stories plot line in donnas POV !!!

⚠️If you don't feel comfortable reading part of this chapter, scroll past it, and if you don't like it don't read it. ⚠️

Thank you

Now on with the story.

And I advise listening to the song for more sensual feelings
When I put " ~~~" that's when you put the song on!!!^^^

End of flashback

After a few moments of driving in utter silence,Michael pulled over into an empty parking space, behind a hotel. The music in the background playing 'lover or fool' by the penguins, at low volume, I sat in the passenger seat, my knees facing the door next to me, I was playing with my fingers in my lap.so many thoughts ran through my mind and thinking of who was going to speak first was one of them.

Then to
my senses he spoke.

"How has school been?"
He says with his low raspy, composured voice, that used to send tingles down my back, everyone he spoke towards me.

I scoffed at such a pointless blunt full question but I answer nonetheless. "It's been good" I say simply, looking down at my hands, picking at my cuticles and pushing them back, the tension in the air was almost suffocating to the point were you drop dead at any given moment, and what had made it worse is that he was glaring at me from the side,watching my every movement,almost like a cheetah in the wild watching it's prey before pouncing, I gulped the saliva in my throat I didn't know I was holding onto and turn to look at him, meeting his green and blue glass eyes.he didn't move his eyes from mine, like all the spotlight was on me.

"Don't look at me like that you know how it makes me feel"
I nonchalantly say to him, quickly looking away.it's not the first time he's stared at me like that, he'd always tend to do that for some odd reason every time I was with him, and it was comforting and creepy at the same time.
He blinks at first and looked away
"Oh-I'm sorry"

"No,it's fine"

He paused and glanced at me with a soft smile growing on his face
"...okay"

"So...what did you want to talk about again?"
I tried getting him to spit out what he had to say at this point, ready to get the hell out of there as soon as possible, but at the same time....I didn't, being in his presence almost seemed so depriving, lustful, and awkward. I definitely didn't want to stay for too long, for that I was scared things might escalate to something more difficult to explain to my brother, it was already late enough as it was. Just sitting their, wasting time.
"Look-...."
He suddenly spoke up with more voice, now turned to me with his body. It was like he wanted to confess something now getting to the point.but...you couldn't make out what it was, guessing game perhaps?

But then, out of surprise, he confessed.
He had finally spoke on it.

"I miss you...I miss us, I made a mistake, a huge mistake, I can never forget how much I hurt you, I never wanted that, I was so stupid.."
He took his hand off the steering wheel, now looking deep inside my eyes, almost like he was searching for a reaction.
Then he continued. And I let him.
"I'm not asking for your forgiveness...I'm not asking you too believe every word I say..all I know is that ever since I left, it hasn't changed for me, it's always been you"
He took a moment to gather his Words.