Broken Moon~~- woosan (Completed)

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(A/n: song recommend- 'nightcore-numb' , link above. Please listen to this song while reading this chapter especially wheenn changbin and wooyoung talks. It suits so well with this one then others.)

"Changbin wants to talk to you, alone."

Wooyoung take a deep breath in and out.

"Look, if you aren't comfortable enough to meet him, just let me know and I will make sure he won't get near you. San already have left the decision in your hands."

This, this last sentence of yeosang's makes wooyoung look at him like he had grown two horns on his head.

"Hey, is everything ok?"

Wooyoung looks away.

"Yh, it's just. I have never given a choice to decide before so...that word is new to me."

"Mhm..so, what's your answer?"

"I want to meet him as well."

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"He's agree on meeting." Seonghwa turns to look at san and changbin.

Changbin smiles as he looks at felix who smile back and they both hug.

San clears his throat.

"Mhm..good. listen, don't do anything stupid. If you do, I have no other choice but to bane you." Changbin nods.

He takes a deep breath in and steps in, looking down.

"Do you want me to stay here?" Yeosang voice made changbin looks up and his eyes met with those different colour eyes.

"No." Wooyoung said. Yeosang nods as he stand and before leaving he gives changbin a pats on shoulder who nods in acknowledgment.

(Play the song now)

After yeosang left, changbin looks at wooyoung from the door to find him sitting on bed looking outside the window. 

Sun rays fall on his silk pale skin making it glow with his eyes staring outside at two birds sitting on the branch of trees as the sun was setting.

The white qlents felt like clouds around him as his long black hairs flew by the wind coming from open window.

His back against the bed post as his hands intertwine in his lap.

In short, he look ethereal.

Changbin felt his heart and brain melts by seeing his first love sitting in front of him.

After few mins of staring, changbin was brought out of his daze by wooyoung soft voice.

"You only gonna stare at me or gonna say something too?" Wooyoung looks at changbin and that time changbin swear he say it.

He saw that love in wooyoung's eyes but was hidden behind those brateryed eyes who ask him the question 'why' whose answer he himself didn't have.

"I-" changbin looks anywhere but wooyoung.

Wooyoung nods his head and looks out again.

"What do you wanna talk about?" Changbin looks at wooyoung again. His eyes now never leaving wooyoung left side of face.

He felt himself hypnotized. This was what he dreamed all those years back. To be with his mate. Hold him in his arms. And what else not. But it all went down because of that mrs.choin

Changbin sigh as he made his way to wooyoung in slow steps.

"Your just like I imagine you after all these years." Changbin voice was desperate and defeated.

Afterall when the one you loved with all your heart and is also the one who hurt them most. See their way for many years and after all those years, you finally, finally met them. You will be desperate and defeated.

Just wanted one last chance from them. To listen to you.

Wooyoung blink his eyes but no tear fall down. He kept looking outside not taking them when changbin sit beside him on bed.

"That mark..." changbin moves his fingers and trace the deep faded mark on wooyoung left cheek.

"You got on your face while I, got it on my heart." Changbin eyes travel to where san mark is.

He sad laugh a little with tears rolling down his face. His fingers trace the mark.

"My mark, once reside here." He glup the thump in his throat, retreating his hand in his laps as he looks anywhere but wooyoung.

"How have you been wooyoung?" Changbin ask looking at his lap.

Wooyoung glare hard at changbin on this one that changbin swear if the looks could kill, he did be dead by now. He doesn't know what got into him suddenly but he felt rage. He found himself brusting after 21 years of his life.

"Why are you asking me that, huh? Why? Do you even care? Do you even care when they were 'fucking' draging me away! And I was 'begging' you to come and help me but no! No! You-you didn't help me instead! You-you let them take me away!! So-so why did you care now? Because, you have a mate and-and I am 'broked' completely? And why even on earth are you here! To broke me more? To show me that-that you got a mate whose 'better' than me? You broke me the most, Changbin. Why are you still here? You broke me the most." Wooyoung voice breaks at the end. It was more like he was telling himself than changbin who had his tears rolling down his face.

"Tell me, wooyoung, tell me. What should have I done? I was bounded. I was chained. I was threatened. If I didn't unmate or let you go, everyone would die and they took you away in either way. I was also just a kid that time. They l-they killed grandpa lee and his grandson who was only on my side." Wooyoung gasp hearing that. His eyes widen as he looks at changbin.

"T-they didn't?" Changbin looks back in wooyoung eyes.

"They did. They did kill them wooyoung. I was so scared. So terrified. I was alone. I didn't knew what to do anymore. I-I have to let you go. I have to play the roll of the villain to keep everyone save. I am sorry. I am so sorry, wooyoung. I am sorry, I-I never have been good enough for you, I know." At this, wooyoung slowly takes his eyes off changbin nd looks at front while crying with no tears, no voice. His breaths shakily and unleveled. Changbin looks away crying himself silently.

He shakily made changbin face him by a hand on his cheeks. And looks at him.

He shakes his head slowly with tears in his eyes.

"D-don't say that. I am-I am sure, i-it's m-me w-who is n-not g-ood enough." Wooyoung says while hiccuping.

"No, no. Your the perfect one. I ever met." Wooyoung shakes his head and looks away. Changbin grab his hand on his cheek before it falls back on his side.

"I was bounded. I was threatened. They threatened me with all of your lives. They killed grandpa lee and-and his son." Wooyoung gasp at the latter once again and close his eyes this time trying not to cry.

"I was little. I was scared. I was-I was terrified when no one help me. I-I have to let you go. I am so sorry, youngie. I am sorry, I failed you. I am so sorry."

Changbin leans and place his head on wooyoung shoulder while repeating 'sorry'

Both of them cried.

"I am so sorry too."

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