no body, no crime (Steve / Bucky x Reader)

part 16

"Y/N. Is there anything you want to tell us?" Bruce asks me.

"Uhm I.. i can't think of anything right now." i closed my eyes and took a deep breath.

"Are you sure? Do you want us to play the video of Steve and you?" Daniel played a second of the video's audio and i started shouting.

"STOP IT!" i shout. "Bucky I... i'm so sorry but Steve and i kissed.. the night you hit Tony. We got closer and-.."

"Y/N just tell him everything." Steve says while making eye contact with Bucky.

"We had sex the night you and i kissed. And the reason i went for the kiss with you was because Steve was watching.... I am so sorry Bucky. I love you please please forgive me." I felt like someone ram a knife through my heart.

Bucky wasn't saying anything and neither was anyone else. We all just sat there in silence.

"I loved you. From the first moment on i was honest and told you. I gave you time because i knew about the bullshit that you had been through. I didn't wanna stress you.
When you had your depressive episode i had breakfast, lunch and dinner in front of your door because i was hoping you might open. I-

"Buck i am so sorry please"

"No shut up Y/N. Let me talk. I messaged you every hour. When i would make coffee for me, i made one for you too. Just the way you like it.
But all you did was lead me on and fuck my best friend.... Awesome. Fuck you Y/N."
Buckys anger was out of this world. Tears were running down his face and i could feel ever little bit of hate in him for me.

"Buck Stop it. It wasn't just her fault." Steve tells him.

At this point all of us were crying, never have i thought i would have to tell Bucky in a situation like this.

„Daniel. We are done. Let us go now." i shout hoping to get a reply.

„Ahahaha no. There is still more to talk about. Do you need help Captain?" he said. Everyones head turned to Steve.

„No." he sits up properly, „Y/N. When i was in the Army i met this lady. Peggy. I fell in love with her immediately. But before i could even go out with her i had the accident. 70 years later, she had kids and a beautiful life but mentally i was still there. With her"

„That must have been terrible but what has that to do with me? or any of us??"

„Sharon and Peggy are related. I lost one, but losing both... that's something i couldn't get myself to do.
I don't love her Y/N but hurting her.. no." He stared at me. „I love you Y/N.. to the moon and back, but sometimes its just the wrong timing."

Surprisingly i wasn't hurt. I nodded at him and was still rethinking everything Bucky said.
„Okay Steve." There was so much more i wish i would have said but i couldn't get over myself.

„Good Job. There isn't much more left"
Daniels say through the speakers

„There is more? Jesus Christ." Bruce said.

„Yes. Dr. Banner, Steve might want to tell you something."

"Hargreaves he knows that already. He knows about the cage and how it was my idea. We are done here. Let us go now." Steve shouts with tears running down his face.

"I wish. I wish it was that easy but there is one last thing i want to hear. Sargent Barnes would you like to tell us a story."

"No. Kill me but im not saying anything" Buck screams.
Silence filled the room

I fell asleep and woke up to the guys screaming.

"Just say it Buck. What is it. We are all going home together." Steve starts arguing with Bucky but hes not giving in.