no body, no crime (Steve / Bucky x Reader)

part 30 - the confession

Weeks have passed and I'm now in my third month of this pregnancy, the only people that know about my little secret are Bruce and Wanda.
Whenever i think about telling Steve we get interrupted or i feel the urge to throw up, telling Bucky wasn't an option yet but i officially decided to make a plan.
But Bucky is now officially clean and goes to therapy and NA meetings, i still can't believe that no one noticed his addiction. He is happier now and that's what matters before i tell him the big news.

Today's the ultrasound appointment in which i find out what the gender of the baby is, and once i know that i will sit down with Steve and Bucky and tell them at the same time.
This morning i woke up with Steves arm wrapped around me as i usually did, so i slowly got out to get ready and tried not to wake him up.

I snuck out of my room and ran to Bruce, „Hey are you ready to go?" i asked knowing that he was probably more excited about this than i was.

„Yes, let's go" Bruce was tying up his shoes and we both left. In the car we were listening to my favorite music as usual but he turned down the volume,
„What do you want it to be?" Bruce asked me with a big grin on his face.

„I'm happy with both, as long as it's healthy."

„Well yes.... God i can't believe i'm going to be a grandpa" Bruce started driving faster and parked the car.

We walked into the hospital and as i usually did i took Bruce with me everywhere, i nervously sat down in Dr. Patels office waiting for her to come in.

„Y/N, you look beautiful. How are you feeling?" She asked before she even closed the door.
„I'm good, just nervous."

„Well, shall we get the big question out of the room then?" I nodded and i laid down on the chair for the ultrasound. My hands were trembling while she was looking at the screen. „Mhmmm" Dr. Patel mumbles and that made me even more nervous.

„Holy shit" Bruce said and his jaw dropped as he couldn't get his eyes off the monitor.
„Whats going on? You are making me nervous."

„Twins" Dr Patel said with a huge smile on her face, „One of them hid behind the other so i couldn't see them last time but they are very healthy"

„TWINS?" i shout and start laughing out of nervousness, „God Bucky will hate me" i mumble to myself.

„Y/N, looks like you are having the best of both worlds, it's a male and a female fetus" Dr Patel was excited and so was Bruce, he was basically jumping around the room.

„I- uhm wow. Alright i guess" I was overwhelmed but happy. How lucky do i get to be to have two kids at the same time and they are a girl and a boy.
My heart was racing and so were the tears down my face.

The doctor continued to show me their head and their heart beat. It was incredibly fast but she told me thats how it's supposed to be, Dr Patel and i gotten pretty close in the last weeks, but i can ask her anything without feeling weird or uncomfortable.

For now this pregnancy is going very good but today will decide my future after i tell the guys and pretty much everyone else. Patel gave me couple print outs of my babies scan and Bruce and i made our way out.

„So my sweetheart, how do you feel?"
Bruces voice was filled with happiness and joy, „I feel anxious and there might be a chance Bucky wont accept these kids or that Steve will just straight up reject me but im okay"

„Listen, that will not be the case but you won't find out until you talk to them."
Bruce was right, i will go straight to my room and talk to them.... if i don't die because of a heartattack.