no body, no crime (Steve / Bucky x Reader)

part 26

TW: Drug abuse

Bucky held back my hair while i kept throwing up, he gently started caressing my back.
I threw up once again and just sat down on the bathroom floor.

I didn't notice he left for a moment but Bucky came back with a glass of water in his hand.
"Please drink this" he said and sat down next to me.
"Must have been the vodka" i jokingly say to stop the painful silence.

"I'm sorry i just left yesterday. I -" Bucky interrupts my apology.
"Don't worry about it. Lets just pretend it never happened" he said and started going through his hair. He is so good to me.

"Sooo Bruce really adopted you huh?" Buck asked and gave me a cute smile.
"Yes he did. It was very random but probably the only reason i was let out of jail" i say and noticed how Buckys hands were trembling but i ignored it.
He puts his hand around the back of his neck, "I came to visit you, every day. They never let me in."

"Should have stopped coming back after the first time huh?" i say and we both start laughing.

I was about to get up and but Bucky stopped me,
"I am more than happy for you and Steve... he deserves the best and that's exactly what you are."
i blushed at his words "But i can't see you both together, it makes me want to rip my heart out."

"Bucky i-" Buck hit the wall next to my head with his vibranium fist.
"I never had a chance." he said and i got up as soon as i could.
"Fuck" i shouted.
His words scared me but i tried ignoring it and walked back out to the party like nothing happened.

"Y/N? Where have you been? I was looking for you baby." Steve said and wrapped his arms around me.

"I- uhm I don't feel soowe-" Before i could finish my sentence i collapsed to the floor.

I opened my eyes to Peter just staring at me.
"Guys Shes up!" he said and Bruce walked over to me.
"Hey sweetie. How are you feeling? You just knocked out for 10 minutes."

My body started trembling and i felt myself getting nauseous again.
"I'm okay just give me a second" i say as Steve put a ice pack on my forehead.
"Baby you are boiling, we should get to the hospital."

"No!" i say and sit up. "I'm completely fine. I just need some water and food and we can continue with the party"

"Hell no, Steve get her to her room." Tony says while still eating a piece of the cake.
Steve was about to pick me up when i stopped him, "Let me please stay here. I will just lay here and eat some food while you all enjoy the party" I say hoping they would agree.

"Alright" Steve said and handed me some food, "Make sure you eat this okay baby?"
I nodded and Tony turned on the music again but this time he kept it on low volume. I know everyone here for months now but i still get so surprised by how lovely they are to me.

I took the next couple moments to just close my eyes and enjoy the music, its my birthday. I shouldn't be that stressed, right?

"Alright guys, Its already late but i want you all to gather around the couch. Its confession time." Tony said and handed me a glass of orange juice while he was clearly drunk himself.
"So Y/N.. when i heard that you are joining us... that was like 4 months ago. I thought about treating you terrible and make you wanna leave.
But then when i saw your cute face i knew exactly that you will be my new favourite"

Tonys speech made me emotional, "Thank you Tony. I love you too" i said and Wanda got up to continue.

"Well my beautiful Y/N. I loved you from the first second on until now. We are similar in so many ways but i still have to grow to become like you." Wanda started crying a bit and sat down again.
Seeing her like that made me wanna burst out in tears as well.