no body, no crime (Steve / Bucky x Reader)

part 29

"YOU ARE PREGNANT?" i woke up to Wanda screaming at me.
"Good Morning to you too" i sarcastically say and rub my eyes to get a clearer vision.

"Yeah yeah- So you are?" She asked once again. 

"Wanda please don't tell anyone yet. I don't know if i'm going keep it but yes" i tried to explain it to her but i am pretty sure she ignored everything i said.
"Its Steves right?" she asked and i shook my head.
"No" i muttered and slowly got out of bed.

Her eyes were opened up wide "Shit. I mean- that's good too i guess but damn"
Wanda was about to leave my room when she stopped for a moment and gave me a hug, "I'm sorry for invading your privacy but i helped you out of your weird situation so we are kinda even"

"Sure" i say laughing as she left.

After changing and brushing my teeth i was about to go over to Steves room to apologise. I slowly opened the door to his room, „Hey uhm i'm sorry. I should have called you" i say and look at him just sitting on his bed.
He didn't even look me in the eyes until i started crying „Steve? Why are you ignoring me?" i shout and out of nowhere Bucky walked into the room.
„Steve i wa- shit. What's going on here?" he asks and i was about to run out when he grabbed me by my arm.

„It's okay, it's normal to argue in relationships" Bucky mumbles and uses his sleeves to wipe off my tears.
„Let's go and get breakfast"

„Good Morning" Buck said into the room and everyone was visibly confused why we walked in together.
We all had breakfast together as usually until Steve walked in with anger written all over his face.

„Good Morning" He said and sat down next to Natasha instead of next to me, where he usually sits.

„I don't know what's going on here but i hate it" Tony said to break the awkward silence.
„But Y/N, your idea was successful. We have an intern at Hydra that is keeping us updated every minute."

„Thats awesome" Natasha said, „When will we attack?"

„Most likely tomorrow" Bruce replied to her, and we all were amazed by how fast everything was working.
„Tomorrow? I won't be able to join." i say and was about to get up when Tony stopped me.

„We need you, if any of us get injured we need your support" Tony said and i just stared at Bruce hoping he would say something to excuse me.
„Y/N isn't doing well, the doctors said she isn't allowed to be under stress" Bruce mumbles and saved me from this uncomfortable situation.

„Its fine, she will just stay in the QuinJet" Tony said and as stubborn as he is he didn't listen to me or anyone.

I was scared, this was the first mission after a while so i spent the day getting ready and preparing myself mentally for the mission while everyone else was working out. At around 7 pm Wanda knocked on my door to check on me, „Hey sweetie, how are you feeling?"

I smiled at her and was genuinely happy that someone cares about me, „I'm good, scared but good."
She sits down next to me on the bed and held my hand, „How far along are you?"
„Like a month and a half" I say and take out the ultrasound that i was hiding under my mattress to show it to her.

She stared at it for good two minutes and looked at me with soft eyes, „I can feel it" she said and smiled.
„Did you tell Bucky?"
I shake my head, „No, only Bruce knows. I don't want Bucky to know if i decide to get an abortion."

Wandas smile turned into a concerned face, „Do you want the baby?" she asked while staring at the scan.

„I always wanted one but now it's not the right time" i say knowing exactly that its also not the right person.