Trust Issues (URBAN)

Chapter 13: Discovery of the Lies

**SEXUAL CONTENT IN THIS CHAPTER, IF YOU DONT THINK YOU CAN HANDLE YOU MAY WANT TO LEAVE OR SKIP THE PARTS!!**

Chapter 13:
Shanice POV:
It's been couple of hours since Jhay and i professed our feelings towards each other and I must confess that it's a relief to get that out of the way.
"When you gotta leave, babe?" I ask him as I lay on his back while he text away on his phone.
"In bout thirty minutes."
"Okay." I take the snapback off of his head and place it on top of mine. "When are we going to chill again?"
"Tonight. Imma come pick you up around 7pm." He place his phone on the floor and turn his attention back to the TV.
"Ight. Where we going?" I ask as the doorbell rings causing me to get off of Jhay.
"Don't worry bout all that. Just wear something comfortable." He says smacking my ass as I pass in front of him toward the door.
"Jhay you know that shit be hurting, right?" I yell as I rub my cheeks and open the door at the same time.
"Hey, babes," I say to Tracie, grabbing her into a hug.
"Hey. I swear we haven't talked in a while." She steps into the apartment and I close the door behind her.
"And who is this?" She ask pointing to Jhay who was now seating up on the couch, texting away.
"That's Jhay," I tell her, giving her a side eye to make sure that she behaves.
"Oh hi, it's nice to finally meet the guy that's turning my best friend's insides out." She gives me a quick wink and extends her hand out to Jhay. "I'm Tracie."
"What's good, ma?" He replies, taking her extended hand. "Heard a lot bout you."
"Ditto." She releases his hand and turns back to me. "As much as I hate to ruin yall lil moment, I really need what I came here for."
I roll my eyes at her and grab her hand, leading her to my room.
I went in one of my drawers and pull out a bundle of paper.
"You wrote everything down?" Tracie asks taking the papers from my hand.
"Yea, everything I witnessed that he did to you, all the verbal, physical and emotionally abuse he caused you."
"You even wrote bout the baby?" She looks up at me and I can see her eyes glistering.
"Yea, I wrote bout the baby." I grab her into a hug, and held onto my best friend that's been through too much in her lifetime. "I'm so sorry he did this you."
I can feel her shoulders shaking as she cried silently.
"You're going to be okay?"
She pulled back from me and wipes her eyes dry. "Yea girl, I'm good. I'm done crying over that fucker. That was legit my last time." She looks down at the papers and stuff it in her bag. "It's time for me to move on, and hopefully this lawsuit will help me do that."
I give her a high five, proud that she finally letting go, as I am.
"Speaking of moving, will you go house hunting with me this next weekend?"
"Yea sure no problem. You know I gotchu," I say following her out the door, going back to the front.
"Thanks, boo." She goes into the kitchen and I follow behind her. "What are you doing tonight?"
"Jhay's taking me out somewhere. I don't know where."
"Well, just make sure you don't end up in a body bag somewhere in a dark alley." She smiles over at me as she pours herself some water.
"Sheesh! I'll try my best."
"Good. Did you tell him anything yet?" She ask washing her cup.
"Yup. Everything, he didn't take it well but we'll get over it together."
"Good. Make sure he treats you like the queen that you are." She grabs her bag and pulls me into a hug. "Now I gotta go, give him a kiss for me."
I laugh and roll my eyes. "No doubt I will."
"Bye hun." She waves as she went out the door.
***
It was 6:39 already and I was still struggling to find something to wear. My make up was done and so was my hair but I couldn't seem to put an outfit together.
It would've been easier for me to know where I was going!
"Dress or jeans?" I disregarded both of them, and went back to my closet. I spent another ten minutes looking, before I finally settled for a white crop top, a pair of high waisted washed jeans, and white open-toe strap heels. I changed my hair from a top bun and into a low pony.
By the time I was done with everything I had five minutes to spare. I grab my hot pink clutch, putting all my necessities in there.
At 7 o'clock sharp, Jhay was already knocking on the door.
"Hey, beautiful," he greeted me when I finally opened the door. He bends down and captures my lips in his making me wrap my arms around his neck and his around my waist.
"Hey, baby." I pull away from him and fix his shirt. He was dressed in a black Tupac shirt, loose tan colored jeans, and black Retro 4's. "I hope I'm not too over dressed."
"Nah, you good." He steps outside and waits for me to lock the door before grabbing my hand and leading me to his car.
"Wow. A Mercedes Benz S-Class. Nice," I compliment as I felt on the burgundy paint job.
"You know bout cars?" He asks as he opens the door for me.
"Nah, I just know this car cause I always wanted it." I slid in onto the leather seat wondering how the hell can my boyfriend afford all these expensive cars.
***
"How did you know I wanted to come to this concert?" I ask as he grabs my hand leading me into the building.
"I didn't. I just knew that we both liked J. Cole so I thought why the hell not."
I grab his face and brought his lips down on mine. "Thanks baby."
"No problem. C'mon." I follow behind him to the short line that was quickly forming. I was excited as hell. Lord knows I love me some J. Cole.
When we were finally inside, it didn't take long for the concert to start. J. Cole came out with my favorite song Rich Niggaz, had me on my feet the whole night.
Jhay and I was turning up with the crowd to the music. There was just something about J. Cole.
By the time the concert was over it was around 11:30 and I was tired as hell. My feet was killing me.
"You wanna go to my house instead?"
I thought bout for a second, "Yea sure." I wasn't the first time I slept over his house.
"Ight. Imma drop you off real quick." He looked down at his phone, frowning slightly. "Imma be back in a few tho. I got something to handle."
"At this time? With who?"
"Don't start, Shanice."
"Don't start what?" I turn in my seat and fold my arms across my chest. "I'm just asking my boyfriend a simple question."
He sighs and his grip on the wheel tighten. "Man just chill. I just got some business to go handle with my moms. Ight?"
"With your mom? Why can't i go with you then? I wanna meet her."
He jaws clenched, letting me know I was ticking him off. I didn't give a damn. I'm a woman, we ask questions. "Now is not the time."
I nod my head and got out the car, slamming the door. I headed upstairs in need of a hot shower.
***
Jhay'quan POV:
I pull up to my mom's house and see her kitchen lights on letting me know she's waiting for me.
I went inside the house and headed straight to the kitchen.
"Ma!"
"Boy, lower your damn voice. It's too late for you to be hollering in my house like that."
I chuckle and walk over to her short frame sitting on a stool in the middle of the kitchen. "My bad."
"Mhmm. Now tell me what happened that's making you come here at this time of night."
I pull a stool up next to hers, sitting on it. "It's this whole mess with Kashia. I went to go see my lawyer today and he told me that we might have a case."
"Oh baby, that's great!" She rub my shoulder causing me to let out a sigh. "What's wrong with you?"
"Ma, my lawyer said I can persuade the judge even more if I had a female figure in my life. Not like you, mom. More like a serious girlfriend, or a fiancée or wife."
"Oh. Well I'm sure that's not a problem. Aren't you seeing a girl right now?"
I look over at her with my eyes narrowed.
"Your sister told me." She stands up from the stool and walk over to the kitchen where water was boiling. "Quite frankly, I'm a little not offended that you didn't tell me about this girl."
I sigh and get up too, walking to her side. "Mom, you know it ain't even like that. I'm just trying to see where we stand first."
"Is she another jump off?" I shake my head. "Well, how long Yall been--what's the word?--kicking it?"
I laugh out loud "six months now. And it's past kicking it. She's special."
"So how come I haven't met her yet?" She asks turning around with her hands on her hips. "If this girl can put that big smile on my son's face, play step momma, and hold you down while you in the game then she's worth me meeting and you marrying."
I run my hand across my waves, turning away from her light brown stare. "See, that's just it, Ma. She don't know about K'yianna yet. Or bout what I do."
"What the hell is wrong with you boy!" She smack the back of my head with a hand towel. "I thought I raised you better than that!"
"Ma, just chill."
"Don't tell me to chill." She goes to the sink to wash her hands. "So this girl is basically living a lie just because you're too coward to face her reaction right?"
"Man, I just don't want her to leave me." I rub my face turning to look out the window. "She's the realist chick I've ever met in a while and I ain't sure I'm ready to let that go. I don't think I'm ready for her reaction too."
"Well, you should have most certainly thought of that when you chose your ways of living."
"Ion know what to do to be honest."
"Seriously? Young man, I know I thought you how to be brave," she says while getting all up in my face. "It's not fair to her that she's falling in love with a man that's incapable of telling her the truth. And let's not forget how you're denying your daughter during all of this, yet you claim to love her.
"I know. Imma tell her soon. Imma make this right."
"You better make it more than soon. Make it quick. And if she's till around after that I want to meet her, and I want you to wife her cause if you don't propose to her I will do it for you."
I let out a slight chuckle. "Ight, bet. Alright, I gotta go. Keep it safe, mama."
"You too, baby."
I give her a kiss on the cheek and head home to my angry girlfriend.
***
Before I can even make it home, Kashia been blowing up my phone with calls and texts.
What the hell she want now?
"What!" I yell through my phone when I answered one of her many calls.
"Uh uh, nigga. You better check your tone before you get wrecked."
I let out some air, trying to calm my nerves while I pull up to my house. "Whatchu want, man."
"What's this I hear bout you taking me to court for custody?"
"Exactly that. I'm tired of you trying to keep my daughter away from me, mistreating her, and taking all the money I give you for her to use for your own damn self. So Imma do what's best for the both of us."
"You can't my daughter away from me, Jhay! I won't let you."
I look at my phone to see if I was still talking to the same self-centered, selfish bitch. "Man Kashia, you didn't even her in the first place. You only kept her cause you thought that would keep a hold on me. Well guess what? I'm tired of you mistreating my child."
"I wish you would take me to court!"
"Your wish bout to come true real quick. Keep fucking with it if you want to, Kashia."
"You'll get what's coming to you, nigga. You right, my wish bout to come true real quick." She said that shit quick before she hung up.
I look at my phone, then stuffing it in my pocket not giving that trick's threat any thought. I have better things to tend to.
I headed inside my house right up the two flight of stairs and straight to my room. I open the door real slow hoping that I don't wake up Shanice.
I change from my clothes to a pair of sweat pants and a wife beater. I slip under the cover next to Shanice and grab her by waist pulling her into me, careful not to wake her up.
I close my eyes ready to go to sleep when I feel a hand running up and down my chest.
"I'm glad you made here safe."
I open my eyes and look down at her straight into her hazel one. "I thought you were sleep."
"I couldn't sleep since you weren't here yet." She grip onto my shirt and wrap her other arm around my neck. "I'm sorry I was prying earlier. I know that when you're ready you'll tell me what's up. Right?"
"Right." I lean down a bit and kiss her lips lightly. "And I'm sorry for putting you through crap."
"It's cool. Just don't hurt me or lie to me, Jhay."
"I gotchu, baby." I lay my cheek on top of her head so she won't see me lying.
"Goodnight." She turn around, her back facing me, with my arm still around her.
"What, no goodnight kiss?" I pull her back further so that her ass was aligned with my dick.
I hear her laugh and feel her shake her head against my chest.
"Ight." I reach down a little to feel that she's just in her panties under my shirt that she's wearing. I slip my hand into the panty line and hear her inhale loudly. "Thought you were sleep." I run one finger between the slit of her püssy lips causing her to arch her back and get ass to hit my dick.
"Jhay." She let out a moan when my finger flicked her clit.
"You like that?" I feel her head nod against my chest and heard a slight "mhmm". I penetrate a finger inside her, feeling her how tight she really is.
After a few second her walls enclose on my finger while I move it in and out of her.
"More Jhay." At that, I turn her around and put one of her legs around my waist, giving me better access. I let another finger slide in and then another. She started meeting me stroke for stroke rocking her hips to the rhythm of my fingers.
"Jhay! More!" In one swift moment I had her lying on her back with me in between her legs. I lift the shirt up to her breast and start to kiss my way down her body. I place a kiss on her pierced belly botton and kept going down for the treasure I was ready find.
"What are you doing?" She ash with a little panic in her voice.
"Shh, just lay back down. I gotchu," I said against her skin. I rip the laced underwear from her body and continue to kiss my way down her body.
When I finally reached my destination, I hold the slits open with my two index fingers and blow slightly in the opening. "Imma eat you out now, baby." I look up at her and catch her staring back at me with interest. "And Imma make you come, long and hard."
She nods her head, silently giving me permission to devour her püssy.
I look back down and lick my way up her clit. I latched onto it and went to work. I can feel her squirming and arching her back under me as I slurp up the juices. I add in a finger, and then another.
In. Out. Lick.
After a few minutes of me tongue fucking her, her walls tightens around my fingers and her legs starts to shake. A few seconds later her juices were being squirted into my mouth.
I made my way up her body again and kiss her on her neck. "You ready?"
I look down at her to see her nodding and trying to catch her breath. I place a kiss on her forehead and went to lay down on my back, pulling her along so she can be straddling me.
"Ride me."
She look down at me a bit surprised then shrugs and pulling the shirt over her head. Her breast spilled out then setting just right on her chest as she reach behind her to pull of my sweats. She raises herself slightly, settling on my thigh, as she pulls my soldier out of my boxer. She stares at it for a second then bites her bottom lip, taking me in both her hands. Her hands slides down my pole gently while she rubs the precum at the crown of my dick. I grunt out loud when her hands started going faster causing me to grow in her hands.
"You like that?" She whispers as one hand slides down to grip my balls. I grab onto her waist my finger nails digging into her skin.
"Stop man!" I close my eyes when I feel myself coming close to my climax.
"Nah, I want you to cum for me, baby." She ain't even have to tell me twice as I started to spill hit after hit in hands. I open my eyes when I feel her lowering herself on me. I grab her waist even tighter to give her support as her hands press on my chest for balance. She continues to lower herself on me causing me to fill her up completely.
"Fuck." We said it at the same time while she pause to get use to my size. A few seconds later the ride begin, her hips rocking back and forth, up and down, round and round. I bite on one of her nipples that are dangling in my face causing her to throw her head back and letting out a moan. Getting a little excited I arch my back and thrust in her püssy meeting her half way. Her grip on my chest tightens ripping my wife beater and making her nails sink in my skin.
That shit her like hell but I didn't give a damn cause her cat was on fucking point and got me speaking in tongue.
I can feel her legs starting to shake and to make the process faster I started sucking on both nipples and one hand flicking her clit to the rhythm we were going.
Her moans met my grunts and curses as I feel her walls tighten around my dick.
"Wait for me, Ma."
"I-I can't." She throws her head back, eyes close as I started pumping into her even faster.
"Yea you can. Just a few more seconds, babe."
"Jhay.." Her moaning my name drove to edge making me release my seeds causing her to release hers too.
She falls on my chest, breathing heavy. "That.. That was great, Jhay."
I try to catch my breath before answering her. "Yea I know." I flip us over so that now she was laying under me and me in between her legs. "But if you think the first time was good, wait 'til you get a taste of daddy's dick for the second time."
She let out a laugh and runs her hands over the waves on my head. "You're so stupid, baby."
"Nah, I'm just keeping it one hun'ed."
"You fanna take care of me this round?"
"Girl, you know I gotchu," I said going down for a kiss.
***
I couldn't concentrate sleeping since my phone kept buzzing on my wooden nightstand. It finally stopped for a few seconds before it started up again.
"Damn!" I pull my arm from under Shanice's head and roll over to my nightstand, snatching the phone off of it.
"What?!" I whisper-yell through the phone, not even looking at the caller id.
"Boy, I've been calling you for a lil minute. Come open this door, I'm outside."
I suck my teeth. "How the fuck you got through the gates?"
"Don't worry bout all that. Whatchu need to worry bout is this business I gotta talk to you bout."
I look over at Shanice to see if I woke her up, then lean my head against the headboard. "Man, bye, fuck outta here."
"Uh uh uh, not so fast there, Jhay. We need to talk and ion give a damn If I have ring this doorbell until you get annoyed."
"Imma fuck you up." I roll from under the blanket and got up from the bed, pulling my sweat back on and a the wife beater.
"Oh Jhay, shut your trap and come on. It's chilly out here."
"I don't give a damn." I hang up the phone on her and jog down the stairs to the front door. "Where's my daughter?"
She laugh and push me out the way so she can come in. "Our daughter is at your mother's house, actually."
She makes her way to the kitchen making me follow behind her. "What you want, Kashia?" I lean on the island and watch her pull a carton of orange juice out of the fridge.
"I came here to attempt a civilized conversation with my baby's daddy, so that he can change his mind bout this whole custody mess." She pours herself w glass and starts to sip.
I laugh a little and run my hands over my waves. "You shoulda tried being civilized bout a year ago. I'm tired of your shit, Kashia. You're not fit to be a mother."
"And that little bitch you have running around after you is?" She slams the cup on the counter and walk toward me with her hands on her hips. "I refuse to have you playing house with my baby."
"Don't act like you give a fuck, man. And don't you ever call my girl outta her name. I can decide who to play house with my daughter however the fuck I want to. Let's not forget that I'm her dad."
She gets all up in my face and points her index finger towards me. I should punch her dead in her shit, she knows I hate ppl doing shit like that to me. "Jhay don't act like you give a damn bout K, cause if you did you woulda been stopped slanging dope and running the street cause you know damn well that shit ain't safe. And don't think I won't tell the judge bout your little hustle."
She begins to walk away from me but I pull her back by her arm and back her up against the fridge. "If it wasn't for my damn hustle you wouldn't even be standing her in those louboutins that you wearing. I'm a damn business man, I hustle in eve street but you and the government know damn well that I own several clubs and restaurants too. So cut the bullshit cause you know damn well the only reason you care is cause once I get my daughter you ain't fanna be getting a check every month."
"Let *go of me, Jhay." She snatch her arm out my hand and push me away. "Business man my ass. Just know, I have a nice lil surprise for you."
I walk toward her and she backs up. "Ruin this shit for me, Kashia and I promise to bury you six feet under. K won't miss someone she doesn't know." I turn away from her and head out the kitchen towards the hallway. "Get the fuck out my house."
"Jhay!" She screams causing me to turn around real quick. "Get your ass back over here, Jhay, I ain't done with you yet!"
"Shut your ass up, man."
"Why? You got that lil bitch here?" She push past me and head out the kitchen and toward the hallway. "Little bitch you here?"
I run after and drag her by her arm back to the kitchen and slam her against the wall. "Shut the fuck up!"
"Why? I just wanna introduce myself to your lil girlfriend." She tries to get away but I hold get still. "What? You don't want your little piece to know your baby mama? You afraid Imma tell her your lil secrets."
I grab her by her throat and pull off her feet. "I'm not fanna tell you again, man. You don't know whatchu talking bout."
She struggles in my grip for a second. "J-Jhay, let-let me go."
I drop her on the floor and step away from her. "Leave."
She pulls herself off the floor and rubs her throat. She looks at me and smile a little. "She don't know, huh?" I turn away from her and hear her laugh. "Wow. This is gold. Your lil wifey don't know that she's playing step mama or know that she's messing with a drug dealer."
I clench my jaw and turn around and grab her by her arm again, dragging her out the kitchen and toward the door. But I stop quickly when I turn the corner and see Shanice standing there in one of my t-shirt with tears running down her face.
Her facial expression already letting me know that she heard my and Kashia's conversation.
Shit!

***

I REALLY HOPE THAT THE CLIFF HANGER/SUSPENSE DOESN'T KILL YOU LOL.

THIS CHAPTER IS FILLED WITH DRAMA AND WAS A LOT OF FUN TO WRITE. THERE WILL MOST DEFINTELY BE MORE DRAMA TO COME.

I REALLY WANT TO THANK ALL OF MY READERS WHO HAVEN'T GIVEN UP ON ME, YALL THE REALEST!

*PLEASE COMMENT ON WHETHER YOU AGREE IF JHAY IS WRITE TO TAKE THE BABY FROM HIS MOTHER AND WHAT YOU THINK SHANICE'S REACTION SHOULD BE IN THE NEXT CHAPTER!!!*

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P.S. THE OUTFIT SHANICE WAS WEARING TO THE CONCERT IS IN THE MM.

XOXO

-S.N.