Realization

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Only a few inches were between the faces of me and my biker friend while we still laid in his bed. I tried my best not to blush too bad and yawned a little. Mondo slowly opened his eyes either, a slight blush raising to his cheeks. He let out a yawn and slowly sat up. "I SWEAR TO GOD, ONE DAY I WILL BREAK THIS STUPID CAM AND MONITOR", he yelled out in annoyance. "I don't think that's a good idea", I replied while sitting up and slipping into my shoes. He slowly calmed his voice down. "Ugh I know I know. This stupid bear made himself pretty clear when it comes to breaking the rules", he let out. I yawned once again and nodded. Mondo put on his coat again and went into the bathroom to fix his hair again, taking the hair styling products on his desk with him. I took a look around the room. There was a large black poster on the wall saying "Crazy Diamonds". I thought a little bit but not too late after, I knew what this was supposed to mean. It was the name of his bike gang he was leading.

I stretched myself and made his bed while he was still fixing his hair. After that, I sat down on the bed, waiting for the muscular biker to head out of the bathroom again that we were able to head into the dining hall together. After some minutes, he headed out of his room along with me. I waited for him while he locked the door to his room again and on our way, we met Chihiro who saw that we were going out of the same room together. Now I could just hope that she didn't think wrong of us now. We greeted her and went into the dining hall with her.

After the breakfast, I just wanted to go into my room as Chihiro invited me to hang out together. "Sure, why not", I replied to her with a smile while we headed into my room together. We sat down on the bed together while we started to chat a little bit. "I- I hope you don't mind me asking b- but you have been coming out with Mondo out of his room in the mornings quite often- ", chihiro let out. I started to blush slightly. "Oh- This was just because I wasn't really feeling well and have been imagining to hear stuff which wasn't there and so he let me sleep in his room", I replied, kind of interrupting him. "Oh, I'm sorry for misunderstanding", Chihiro let out. "Don't worry it's totally fine", I replied. "I'm glad and I hope it's better soon, you know, the thing with the sounds and stuff", Chihiro let out. "Thanks and yes, thanks to Mondo it really got better. I guess this place has been just driving me insane", I replied. "I'm glad that he could help you!", he let out. "yeah! He really is nice when you can look over his manly facade", I replied. "From what you have told me about him I can imagine", he answered. "Yeah! He is loud and shouts often, yes but- I don't really care at this point he is a good friend", I replied. "I think he likes spending time with you too, even though he maybe doesn't really want to admit it because well, you know how he is", Chihiro let out. A smile formed my lips. "Do you really think so?", I asked her. "Yeah, totally I mean, he wouldn't let you sleep in his room if he didn't", she replied. 

I mean, yeah, she was right, he wasn't really the type to let someone be so close to him if that person meant nothing to him but well, since we started to get friends, I somehow thought he did it because he was sorry for me or anything. And I mean, especially after the thing with the sauna we got closer together and started to spend more time together. Both of us started to talk more about ourselves and what we could remember from the time before Hope's Peak. In fact, I actualyl started to think a lot about Mondo and especially to trust him which maybe wasn't the most clever idea in a killing game but- He was so sweet, even though he was yelling and shouting a lot, he let me stay in his room with him and sleep besides him when I wasn't feeling well and especially after the thing with the sauna, we got really close together. From all of the people here who were still alive, I trusted him the most since he is there for me for sure. And besides that, from all the other surviving students, I knew him the most and for the most time. 

I eventually continued my talk with the ultimate programmer and we started to talk about relationships. I told her the stories of my failed relationships in the past, like I did to Mondo. Though I didn't tell her everything since some topics were a little too personally, though I told them to Mondo because well, I knew him better than Chihiro. Though, I still told her some of the fails. "Have you ever had a relationsip too, Chihiro?", I asked her. "N- No not really actually, I used to be too shy to talk to anyone I liked", Chihiro let out as an answer. "Oh okay, have you ever really been in love before?", I asked her. "When I'm thinking about it, not really- At least I think- how does it feel like?", she asked me. "Well, you start to smile when you think about the person, your heart beats against your chest quicker than usual, you just have the urge to be as close to them as possible and want to do as much as possible with them. You also hate seeing them laughing around other people or in a relationship or anything. Even the slightest thing they do for you, makes your day, makes you smile and be truly happy for that moment! Imagine the feeling when you hug a normal friend. Even just a slight hug is way more beautiful with this special person than if it is with a friend, it's more special and makes you a lot happier and makes you feel wonderful", I replied to her, trying to describe it as detailed as possible for her. "Oh alright, I think I understand", she let out. 

After some time, Chihiro and I left my room together, meeting on Kiyotaka and Mondo coming from Kiyotaka's room. Looks like they spent some time together as well. We greeted them and started a conversation with them. We sat down in the dining hall, Mondo sitting next to me and resting his feet on top of the table while Kiyotaka tried to tell him not to but Mondo wouldn't give in, which was very interesting to watch and Chihiro and I watched this, both of us being very amused and laughing at some points. 

While I watched the two and laughed a little, I thought about my words from earlier, from the conversation with Chihiro where I told him what love felt like. And the more I thought about these words, the more I realized that was pretty much how I felt about Mondo. The more I realized how I enjoyed being with him, how much I loved singing for him and how much I loved to wake up next to him. Especially today morning, when we woke up this close to each other. I usually was close to my friends and cuddled with them sometimes but that wasn't the same as if I was so close to Mondo.  being so close to my biker friend was a lot better and made me more flustered and it was way more special than if it was just one of my other friends besides him. I didn't know how I fell in love with him but I somehow did- Though it was probably the best to jsut keep it to myself, just to make sure- 

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A/N: GUYS IT'S MONDOS BIRTHDAY!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY BIKER BOY <3 istg I love that dude so much and I have so much fun writing this because he makes me sooo happy in the moment- I even spammed my best friend with almost 440 messages over night how much I simp for Mondo (and we're gonna ignore the fact that she read every single of the messages- ) and so yea. He makes me happy and that's why I'm most active on this fanfic here :DD 


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