Mondo Owada x gn! Reader [The Scent Of Blood And Him]

Weak

Mondo's P.O.V

Hours had passed and it was around two hours before nighttime. I promised Y/N to be back from training before nighttime arrives. I was in the training room for the guys, starting to train to get my mind a little distracted. Come on man- they wouldn't keep you for a monster If you explained everything- hopefully...

My thoughts soon got interrupted by someone coming into the room. My gaze fell upon the door to see the small familiar girl I just spent some time with along with Y/N and Taka. "Chihiro?" I asked, raising my eyebrow in confusion. It couldn't be that she was in the wrong room, the guns would have made swiss cheese out of her. But I'm not in the girls room either so what the fuck was going on?! "Mondo? I didn't expect you there", she let out while stepping further into the room, closing the door. "But why aren't you in the girls training room?", I asked her. "Well, I wanted to talk to you in private before actually- but I never got the chance, since always Y/N was around. I'll explain everything to you", she let out while I laid away the dumbbell I just trained with.

She sat down next to me. "Alright, what's going on here?", I asked the smaller programmer. "Well I- I haven't been completely honest. To all of you", she began to speak up. "What the hell do you mean?", I asked in reply. "You know, that secret Monokuma gave us. Actually, I'm not a girl. Here", Chihiro let out, reaching the card to me.

Chihiro Fujisaki is actually not a girl

I was stunned. "Wh- Why are you telling me this?!", I let out. I felt even weaker than before. He was strong. He managed to tell me his secret, he wanted to keep from everyone else- but then there was me. I felt weak as hell. I wanted to have the strength to tell Y/N so much too, what I did, the thing with my brother, then it wouldn't have been a big deal in first place. Then I wouldn't be here, worrying about my secret getting exposed. Everything would have been so much more easier if I wasn't that weak-

"Well I sort of always looked up to you, even if it never came off that way. I always admired your strength while I was so weak- that was why I came here in first place, I wanted to start to get more strong and ask you if you helped me training gut I needed to tell you my secret first", he let out. "What did you just say?!", I let out, my hand forming into a fist. "That I admire you- I admire your strength and want to be just as strong as you", Chihiro let out. I stood up. "I'm not strong", I mumbled out. "What are you saying? You totally are", Chihiro let out, standing up as Well, standing behind me and putting his hand on m shoulder. "No!! Why can't anyone get it?! I'm not strong at all", I let out, raising my voice in anger. "Why are you saying this? You're the strongest guy I know", he let out. 'JUST SHUT UP", I yelled out, my breath quickening in anger.

"D- Did I say anything wrong? I- I'm sorry, I d- didn't mean to-", he let out, hesitantly lowering his hand off my shoulder. My anger grew and grew more in any second, I even gripped the dumbbell from before, not even thinking about what I was doing. With every sentence Chihiro said, trying to comfort me, I gripped the dumbbell even harder. "You're not weak at a-", Chihiro let out, sending me over the edge and getting interrupted by me. "SHUT THE FUCK UP", I yelled out while I lifted the dumbbell, hitting his head with all my strength.

I saw him collapse to the floor, blood running down his head. I let the dumbbell fall down to the ground. My eyes widened as I was overwhelmed. Shit- NONONONO- I bent down to the ground, taking his wrist in my hand. Shit he didn't have pulse- no this couldn't be it- No- stand up Chihiro PLWASE- tell me it was all a sick joke GOD DAMN IT-
I leaned against the wall and slid down on the wall, soon sitting on the floor and resting my chin on my knees.

Who would have been surprised it turned out this way anyways? Chihiro admired me- and I? What did I do? I fucking killed him. He was a good friend and even though I didn't talk as much with him, I could tell he was so nice- he even offered Y/N to help with their performance. Just because I didn't have the balls to admit a past mistake. Just because he hit a soft part of me- and now? Either I'll graduate and get out of this hellhole alone or I'll get executed and the person I loved loses the only one they still got. I promised them to help them- I promised them I would help them getting over Leon. I Know how it is to lose his brother. And yet, I still messed up. AGAIN.

I laid my hands on my cheeks, tears of guilt running down my cheeks. My heart beat quickly against my chest as I panicked. After the next class trial- I will never see Y/N again. Either I will be executed or all of the others, including the person I truly loved. Fuck- I messed up so badly- I didn't mind getting executed if it meant that Y/N still had a chance to survive. I know that it will hurt if the others got to the conclusions that I was the murderer, especially since they already lost their brother Leon. But it was Leon's wish that they could escape.

"What the heck did I just do?!" ,I let out, my breath quickening in panic. I stood up again , wiped away my tears of guilt, watching out that I didn't smudge my eye liner that no one could see I somehow cried. "FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK I MESSED UP SO GOD DAMN MUCH", I yelled out, beating against the wall with all my strength. I held my knuckles in slight pain after I did so. "Okay, calm down. Put the body in the girls training room and now and then, go back to Y/N", I let out, talking to myself. I took a deep breath as I switched the carpet and the Poster in the girls locker room and places Chihiros body in there. I quickly went out of the locker room and headed down the stairs, on my way to Y/Ns room.

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