Mondo Owada x gn! Reader [The Scent Of Blood And Him]

Punishment Part 3

Your P.O.V

I took both of his hands in mkne as he didn't reply. He looked away from me with a guilty expression in his face. I could tell he was totally regretting what he did to Chihiro. He didn't deserve to die-

"This is getting boring. Now it's PUNISHMEBT TIMEEEEE", Monokuma announced, my heart speeding up in panick. No- no- he couldn't get executed- my eyes widned in realization when more and more tears rolled down my cheeks, feeling the taller male wiping these tears away with his thumb, kissing me a last time. I kissed him back. This just had to be a nightmare-
We pulled away again because of Monokuma who dragged Mondo away from me. It hurt. Letting a dumb ass teddy bear executing your loved one.

We soon were parted through the same gate as the Execution of my brother. I gripped the gate, just wanting to rip it off and getting executed along with him. I didn't want to see him die in Front of my eyes. I snuggled myself into his coat he gave me. I at least had something to remember him- more and more tears streamed down my cheeks while I muffled my sobs with biting my lip as I saw him on a motorcycle, his muscular arms tied up behind the seat of it, Monokuma who copied his hair style in front of him, controlling the motorcycle- this all felt so horrible-

Mondo's P.O.V

I looked towards the other members who were also caught in this hell. They all were looking horrified at me, especially Y/N. I wished I could have gone back in time and just- just prevented everything. Then I wouldn't have killed Chihiro and didn't leave Y/N alone. Though I knew Y/N didn't judge me, I felt so guilty. Guilty for Chihiro- and Guilty for Y/N. Apparently, I comforted them just in the right way after seeing their brother die. I was the only one I could help them. I was the only one they still had left. And what did I do?
I especially felt so guilty because they said they liked me back and showed me their secret. I finally didn't get rejected for once. I finally didn't get ditched because I was too loud. I found someone, who really accepted me and didn't keep me for a monster. And I made them happy. They always seemed so calm, so relaxed, so happy around me but everything had to come to an end.
Even though I wished it would have ended a lot later and not under these circumstances-

And with these thoughts, Monokuma started the Motorcycle. I saw Y/N crying. I sadly smiled at them before Monokuma started to drive, seeing them snuggle into my coat I gave them. I remembered I wrote down some things, to get it off my  chest and put everything into the pocket of my coat along with the keys to my room. I usually just wrote it down to get it off my chest but now they had some more things to remember me- I never was good when it comes to telling my feelings in person and this was a way to give me some confidence, though, it was useless after everyone ditched me.

Some music started to play while my heart sped up in mixed feelings as I heard the music. I remembered it and instantly knew it. It was when Y/N played our favorite song, though it was just the melody they played, it instantly came up to my mind. I didn't know how to feel. I felt even more guilty, sad, disappointed of myself, weak but at the same time, I was glad to see them and hear their music before my heart stopped beating.  Everything was a total mixture of different feelings. I shivered as Monokuma sprung off the motorcycle, leading me into a round cage, the words cage of death written next to it.

I took some deep breaths. I totally fucked up- And there was nothing I could take back, nothing I could do anymore. Apologies won't bring The little guy back I killed and I totally messed up with Taka and Especially Y/N. My best friend and the person I truly loved- the person I could have been happy with If I wasn't so weak and wasn't so jealous. If I wouldn't have lived a lie-
But I couldn't take it back now- I took a deep breath as I started to get dizzy caused by the high speed the motorcycle drove in the cage. It was so fast, the only thing I still noticed was the music Y/N played when we were in the music room before I killed Chihiro. My head hurt like shit, my breath and heartbeat quickened as I felt so weird. Electricity going through my body, making me want to scream in pain. It got more and more until I eventually saw black-

Your P.O.V

I saw everything as it was just in black and white. It was so weird- It hurt. I felt a bad pain in my heart as I kneed to the ground, holding my hand to my heart while I couldn't stop the sobs escaping my lips while I watched everything fade, the motor cycle slowly stopped rolling.

He was gone-

I beat against the gate. "No- NONONO- *NO*", I let out, raising my voice with every word I let out. The others were silent in shock. I lost my brother, a great friend and the one I loved in the shortest amount of time. It felt awful. I soon felt someone laying a hand on my shoulder.
"Hey- ", a deep voice started to speak up. It was Sakura's. I really liked Sakura, she really was nice. She pulled me up and pulled me into a hug. I bit my lip again while I closed my eyes, more tears streaming down my face.
She slightly caressed my hair in attempt to calm me down while Hina joined the hug. "If you need someone to calm down, you can anytime go to me or Hina, okay?", Sakura let out, slightly overwhelmed with the situation. "Thanks but- it's fine. I think I'll need some time for myself now", I let out with a silent voice. Everyone else besides me and the two already left.

Sakura let go of me. "Alright but if you need someone were here, alright?", She asked me. "Yeah, thanks" I let out while walking out of the courtroom, slightly trembling while snuggling myself into his coat. This was going to be the worst time of my life

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