Your P.O.V
Extremely shocked, I started investigating the murder scene along with the others. I looked closely at the wall. There was something written on it with Blood. Bloodlust... The blood which was spread on the carpet, the walls, the head of Chihiro and the Poster was pretty dark. I looked at the Monokuma File and closely read it.
Poor Chihiro- I was so sorry for her- I swear, I will find the murder of who ever had done this to you! I took a deep breath. She was so nice, so innocent. Yesterday, I still talked to her. The day before, I even told them that I liked mondo. She was so sweet, so nice to everyone. I felt sorry for seeing her like this. She even was so nice and helped me with the technique of my performance- it somehow hurt to see her like that. I maybe didn't know her like I knew Leon, or mondo but I knew her enough to feel bad for her-
I trusted her with Mondo, told her how I felt about him, admitted my feelings which I barely was able to. I usually never shared my feelings with anyone and if, It was someone who I knew for a long time like Leon or Mondo. But I obviously couldn't talk with mondo about this, at least not just right now. I just hoped that Mondo, Chihiro, Taka, Leon and I could have left together.
But that wasn't going to work out anymore. Leon and Chihiro-, both, were dead now. I just needed Taka and at least Mondo to survive with me, even if I maybe didn't survive, at least I highly doubted it. I wasn't very strong and I wasn't very smart, at least that was what I thought about myself. But with someone as strong as Mondo protecting me, it wasn't that unlikely that I would be able to escape from here.I shrugged these thoughts off and continued the investigation. It was so weird to see a friend like that right after you just talked to her the last day but the investigation had to be done. If we didn't uncover the real murderer, we all would die. I just hoped it wasn't someone I liked.
I took a deep breath before feeling a shoulder on my hand. "Don't worry we will find the culprit", Mondo let out with his deep voice as he bent down next to me while investigating right next to me. I slightly smiled at him. "Well I hope so. It's just so weird to see someone like that while you just talked to her the last day", I let out. He let out an approving hum. "But the investigation has to be done", he let out, not looking away from Chihiros dead body. "Yeah unfortunately", I let out. "i just hope it's not someone I like", I let out, slightly nervous and scared of the class trial. After the first class trial, I didn't connect it to something good. Well, of course it wasn't something positive. It's still about doubting your friends and calling them murderers-Mondo's P.O.V
My eyes widened in shock- who the hell did that?! I mean, I killed hin, of course. In the Monokuma File stood the exact time like I hit him with the dumbbell, it was short before nighttime. But- I didn't leave him like that. I left him laying on the ground, I never wrote with blood on the walls and I didn't tie him up. I for slightly nervous that this person who tied him up, knew about what I did. What if they saw me walking out? Shit- If this is the case I'm done and they will say it out loud in the class trial if they do a wrong accusation. Everyone's lives are on the line after all.
But at the other side, even if they didn't know that it was me or didn't say it, I probably would have given in shortly before the voting time. I didn't want to escape knowing to kill a friend. I didn't want to escape seing the person I loved getting executed because I alone fucked up. I took a deep breath. There was no way around my death. I mean, I could escape, the chance was there but I didn't want to live a life knowing to have killed a friend of mine and getting everyone in trouble because of my mistake. I would feel so guilty. I mean- If I even still feel guilty because of my brother, years after the incident, how would I ever be able to forgive myself this?!I was so overwhelmed. What should I do? If I get executed, Y/N will feel so bad, keep me for a monster or would never get over my and Leon's death. If I don't get executed, Y/N will keep me for a Monster and get executed along with the rest of them because of my own weakness.
Either way, I wont ever see Y/N again after this class trial. But at least I found someone who wasn't scared of me because of my loud attitude. Someone who didn't break out in tears if I yelled at them. Someone who liked me for who I am and didn't jump into conclusions of who I am. Someone who didn't judge me when they first talked to me or saw me. Someone who spent time with me and accepted my yelling side.
I barely got friends like this. And especially not a partner. If I asked some girls out, they either cried or denied me. Or both. Mostly both.
I was a wreck when it came to expressing feelings and I still am. I just wished I could have had the opportunity to tell them what I felt before I never saw them again, or at least had the balls to tell them. And now, look at me.The murderer who killed his brother and his friend. Broke his promise with his most loved one. The weak monster Killing 2 people and who constantly starts yelling of nervousness. Was it really a surprise it turned out like this? It could have been obvious but I never thought it would happen so fast-
I wished I could have had more moments with Y/N, listening to their awesome voice, to their wonderful guitar skills. I couldn't even count all of the things I wanted to do with them. I wanted to get out with them, take them on a ride on the motorcycle, maybe even on a date. I mean, they were the first one who didn't judge me by the first loud impression of mine, so, maybe, after a time after we could have escaped of here, I hoped to finally have the courage to ask them for something more serious but-I messed it up-
And after we investigated for a long time, Monokuma made his class trial announcement like the last time. I took a deep breath as Y/N and I stood up. They grabbed my hand in nervouness and looked up to me. I gave them a weak smile before I entwined my fingers in theirs, slightly squeezing it as we walked towards the red door which led to the elevator.
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