Mondo Owada x gn! Reader [The Scent Of Blood And Him]

I miss you

Your P.O.V

The more Byakuya said, the more the situation escalated.
"He is nothing more than an idiotic murderer. You shouldn't waste your time with crying over him or feeling bad over him", Byakuya said while he lifted his glasses to his nose again.
"Excuse-moi?! An idiotic murderers? DID YOU EVEN KNOW A SINGLE THING ABOUT HIM? I FUCKING LOVED HIM OKAY?!", I yelled out, pinning him with all of my strength to the wall. He tried to go away but I was stronger than him. "You say you love him in such a short time? You only know him since the beginning of this killing game", he let out with raising an eyebrow.
This caused me to slap him with all of my strength. "Shut the fuck up I knew him a lot longer than you think", I let out raising my voice. "Doesn't chance the fact that mondo is a killer", Byakuya replied, chuckling. At this point I didn't even realize he was playing with my sadness over Mondo's death.

I slapped him again. "I DON'T GIVE A DAMN SHIT IF HE KILLED CHIHIRO, HE WAS FORCED TO DO IT BY MONOKUMA! I know him good enough to know that he really regrets it", I let out. But of course he didn't give a damn if I continued to yell at him and slap him.
"SHUT", I let out with a slap. "THE". Slap. "FUCK". Slap. "UP". Slap. "MONDO". Slap. "IS". slap. "BOT". slap. "A". slap. "KILLER". slap..

It felt good to slap this son of a bitch. He did play with my emotions. It basically was his own fault. I looked at his cheeks to see that on both of his cheeks were red prints from my slaps.
"Y/N!", I soon heard someone yell. It was Taka. He pulled me away from Byakuya by my waist to stop me from slapping him. "I know you're upset but you shouldn't slap him like that", Taka let out while Byakuya went out of the door. I let out a sigh. "You're right- I don't know what's gotten into me", I let out while Taka let go off me. "By the way, what happened to your fingers?", He asked me. I looked into my hands confused to see that the tips of my fingers were all red, some even slightly bloody tho the blood was dried. "oh- It must have been from the guitar, playing without black drum starts to hurt after a time but I didn't notice it", I replied to him. "Do you want me to take you to the nurses office?", taka offered me.

I could tell he was still in such a bad mood and he didn't feel well too. Maybe it would be a good idea to talk a bit more to taka since he was the only friend I could still rely on. And who was still alive-
I nodded while the two of us walked out of the dining hall, towards the nurses office. "Why did you play so mich guitar in first place?", taka asked me curiously. "To distract myself from what happened yesterday-", I mumbled out. "Oh- that's understandable", Taka let out, looking to the ground as I reminded him and also me of Mondos Execution again. We had some minutes of silence which was somehow awkward.

We soon arrived at the nurses office. Taka opened the door for me to pass. I passed him, walking into the nurses office which was now open. Taka went into the room after Me, closing the doors. I could hear his boots sounding like high heels when he walked up to me again. He told me to sit down in front of him which I did. He got some small bandages and took my hand, wrapping the bandage around every of my fingers which were wounded.
We both didn't say a word as he did so until he was finished. "thanks man-", I let out with a sigh, rolling the sleeves of Mondo's coat which I rolled up before because they were a lot too big for me down again. "No problem at all", he let out sighing as well. "How did you sleep today?", He asked me. "Well- it was the worst night of my life", I replied to him, looking down to the ground while I rested my elbows on my knees. "Well who would sleep good after such an execution-", Taka let out. "It wasn't just some execution. It was the Execution of the man I loved", I let out. "I know- it hurt me too but when I look at you I start to worry. You're my friend after all", be let out. I nodded. "I just- I loved him so much- ", I let out, my voice slightly cracking while some single tears rolled down my face. "I- I'm so sorry I didn't want to make you cry- here, take this", he let out, reaching me a handkerchief. "Thanks" I let out with a sigh while I reached with it up to my cheeks and wiped away my tears.

"But I know he loved you too", he let out, laying a hand on my knee. "Same. He is not the type of guy who would kiss me in front of everyone when he didn't mean it. Besides that, I found a text he wrote in the pockets of his coat next to his room keys of course", I let out. "oh really? I didn't think he was the type to write down texts", Taka replied. "I didn't think so too", I let out. "Well he personally told me how he felt about you", he let out. "He probably felt better talking about it with someone who isn't you", he let out. "Well I'm not that surprised.  In the note he said that he didn't have the confidence to tell me personally and he needed to get it off his chest", I replied with a sigh.
We spent some time together, trying to distract ourselves but it never really helped. It often happened that both of us sat just in silence since we didn't know what to talk about so really.  So we decided it was the best if the two of us spent some time alone for this moment.
I went towards the gate which usually desperated the second floor which already was unlocked from the third floor. I but the gate wasn't there. I went up the stairs. Everyone else probably looked around here. I looked around everywhere. I went to the physics lab where Monokuma pranked me that the big machine in the middle was for rewinding time. Slightly disappointed and pissed off, I continued my walk.

What did I even expect, something like that is impossible. Besides, why did I even wonder, it was Monokuma after all.
I continued my walk until I found the last room. I took a deep breath as I entered. It was- an art Gallery?
At least another interest I shared. Drawing also kept me calmer eben though I really wasn't that good but it was fun and that was all that mattered, right?
I let out a sigh as I let myself down on a table as I grabbed a sheet of a little thicker paper, multiple pencils and all the supplies I usually used.
I started to think about what I wanted to draw and the answer was obvious for me. I started to roughly sketch the outline and then I started to sketch in the darkest parts and smudged it. I repeated that multiple times for the parts of the skin and then I erased some highlights. Doing the same for the clothing just a little darker than the shade of the skin and then the hair which was a little of a challenge. I never really was good at drawing hair and usually that was rhe part I never liked when K had the feeling something about a drawing triggers me. But leaving it out was not a solution either.
And soon I was finished.

I did the same with another drawing, not even noticing how quick the time passed as Monokuma made his announcement for night time. With a sigh, I looked at both of the drawings.

(A/N: yes I drew them but I used a reference)

I missed them so much...

I took a pen and wrote something on the back of the sheet of the drawings.

I miss you Leon

That was what I wrote on the back of Leon's drawing. Now to Mondo's...

I don't judge you Mondo. I miss and love you so much- I wish you were here

I folded these sheets carefully, putting them to the text of mondo into the pocket of his coat and went back to Mondo's room which I claimed as mine now. I just needed his scent to get at least a little bit of sleep or peace in the nights

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