Mondo Owada x gn! Reader [The Scent Of Blood And Him]

Realization Part 2

Mondo's P.O.V

After the breakfast, Chihiro and Y/N went to spend some time together. So in the meanwhile, I thought it would be a good idea to spend some time with Kiyotaka, since it would actually be pretty boring without having anyone to spend some time with anyone. I took the feet off the table and stood up, along with Taka while we headed into his room. I watched him unlocking the door while I slightly stretched myself. God damn, Monokuma could do the morning announcement a few hours later, we don't have anything to do anyways during the daytime. I cracked my neck as Kiyotaka pushed the door open and let the two of us in. 

He sat down on his bed and so I sat down next to him, leaning against the back of the bed like him. We started some normal conversations, until something came up again. "Have you been sleeping with Y/N in the last time?", Kiyotaka suddenly asked me. Excuse me, but how the fuck did he mean that?! "Yo what the fuck?", I asked him, thinking he meant something different. "Oh my- I am so sorry to say something that unwholesome!!! I meant the two of you sleeping next to each other", he replied. "Yeah and why would you even care?", I asked back as response. "Well maybe it's not so clever to sleep in someone other's room with them, we're in a killing game after all", Kiyotaka replied while looking at me. "If Y/N wanted to kill me, they would have already done it", I replied. "I know but still-", he let out, being interrupted by me. "Besides that, they weren't feeling well at all and before they don't get sleep and feeling even worse, I'd rather help them so who cares", I let out, slightly raising my voice. "Oh, what's the matter with them?", he asked me. "Are you kidding me? They watched their brother getting hit by baseballs so many times until he died, how can someone be possibly okay after that?!", I let out, raising my voice even more. "Yeah you're right, sorry for not understanding", Kiyotaka replied. I let out a sigh and calmed down slightly again. maybe he was right and really wasn't the smartest idea to let someone else sleep next to you when you're caught in a killing game. But Y/N has been through so much- I know how it feels when you lose your brother and surprise, it wasn't a good feeling. Especially in such a way, I could understand they were starting to turn insane. Nobody here likes being trapped in that hole. But besides that, I can't imagine them trying to kill anyone. So it was fine for me. And besides that, Y/N was the person from all of the students here who was the most sympathetic from everyone here. They weirdly could handle my yelling, they had a cool talent and were actually really nice to me. I slightly stretched myself and slightly yawned. "Are you still tired?", Taka asked me. "Yeah, Monokuma could have set the morning announcement a few hours later if you ask me", I replied. "Well but it's set to 7am and so we need to stand up on time and meet in the dining hall", Taka replied. "If you mean the thing where you randomly stormed in my room and woke Y/N and me up-", I started but soon being interrupted. "I didn't exactly mean this but it's not my fault that you forgot to lock your door", Kiyotaka replied. I mean, he was right somehow. "Yeah Yeah I get it but you could just have rung the doorbell you know", I let out. "Yes, I apologize", Taka let out. 

We continued our conversation and soon, we somehow came up with the fact that Y/N was staying a lot of times in my room with me. "When I burst in, the way you were holding them was somehow cute and awkward at the same time, don't you think?", he asked me. "HUH? What the heck do you mean?!", I let out, slightly raising my voice. "Well you were hugging them from behind and resting your head on their's", Kiyotaka replied. Wait really? I didn't even really realize that because of the surprise when Taka stormed into my room- "Th- That doesn't really matter now", I let out, almost yelling out of instinct, not quite knowing how to respond. Taka took a close look at me and held his head against my forehead. "Are you okay, you're so red?", he asked me in addition. "YES I'M OKAY", I let out, yelling. Why the fucking heck was I blushing? Ugh screw it! "Alright then", Taka let out while taking the back of his head off my forehead again with a smirk. "Why are you smirking like that you idiot?", I asked him, slightly lowering my voice but just slightly. "I'm sorry if I'm too forward but it appears that you are in love", he replied while I looked at him. "What are you saying? NO OF COURSE I'M NOT", I replied, yelling again. Well- I think- But the more I thought about Taka's last statement, the more I was unsure about what I said. "Well if you aren't why are  you yelling and blushing like crazy?", he asked me as response. "HOW THE FUCK AM I SUPPOSED TO KNOW THIS", I let out, yelling again. "Well how do you feel about them then?", he asked me as reply. I slightly panicked because I wasn't really sure myself. I wanted to protect Y/N, I wanted to help them to get a better mood because of Leon and to make sure they slept better- I somehow wanted them to stay with me and to escape with me, I can't afford to die in here and I'm sure Y/N didn't want the death of their brother Leon to waste too. I wanted to do so much with them after we escaped- I just couldn't let anyone of us die, I just had to leave with Taka, Chihiro and (Y/N). 

"Well, I- I'm actually not so sure about that myself. I just want to help them getting over the death of Leon and escape with them and of course protect them-", I let out, being honest. "Alright I see", Taka let out. "Could you describe it a little more detailed?", Taka added. "What is this? THERAPY?!", I let out raising my voice. "Do you want me to help you find it out or not?", He asked me which let me let out a sigh. "Ugh fine- ", I replied. "I- Promised them I would take them on a motorcycle ride when I'm out of here and of course, take them along with chihiro and you with me out of here together. I just feel like I have to protect them somehow and I love the moments when we hang out together and they play some music on the e-guitar", I let out, being totally honest and slightly blushing. It's a wonder I didn't start to shout but Taka just wants to help me find it out so I guess it was fine. "Yep you definitely are in love", Taka replied. "I- WHAT?!", I replied, my cheeks turning into a dark shade of red. I somehow was afraid of falling in love. I got rejected so many times, I didn't want another one but I somehow couldn't help it- 

I felt Taka placing a hand on my shoulder. "Don't worry I won't tell them if you don't want that", he let out. "Thanks bro", I let out while looking at the wall and avoiding his face. 

We soon eventually left the room and met on Y/N and Chihiro. We eventually spent some time in the dining hall together. The more I looked at Y/N, the more I began to think about what Kiyotaka said. The more, I had to think about sleeping next to each other and being cuddled up close together in the mornings and the fact that sooner or later I had to confess to them, made me even more scared. I didn't want another rejection- It would especially make the friendship between Y/N and me. But now. we had to concentrate on that sick dumb shit of a killing game , so it was not the time to worry about a rejection- 

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