I woke up feeling refreshed and ready to start the day. You know why? Because I'm getting the biggest call of my life today that's why!
The first thing I did was check my phone. Nothing yet. Just a text from Madi, Ryan, and Jess. All asking when practice was today. I hadn't told anyone yet. They would be so excited! I couldn't wait to see the looks on their faces. What if I get the call while they are here! They would flip major shit!!! I checked my phone again. Oh fuck! It's already 12!
I threw off my covers and jumped out of bed. I decided to record this practice. Before I stayed getting ready I texted the band in a group messgae.
This
'My house at 2. This practice is being recorded, don't look stupid!'I turned on Pandora to "emo radio" (tbh it plays really good songs) and started jamming out to 'Weightless' by ATL.
I stood in front of my mirror and evaluated myself. I hadn't eaten in 3 days, but I only lost half a pound. I'm not even hungry anymore. I sighed and grabbed my stomach. I wanted to puke at the sight of my thighs. But I had bigger things to worry about.
I grabbed my brush and makeup case. Now let my explain something about me and makeup. I own makeup I haven't used in 3 years. Why? I just never got rid of it. I probably have over 50 things of eyeliner. Maybe 18 palettes of eyeshadow. So when I say case, I mean imagine a suit case full of makeup. Excepted organized.
I took out my wipes and wiped my face clean. Then I ran the brush through my hair and grabbed a headband to keep it out of my face.
I took out all my makeup and started to work.
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Madi's POV
I looked at my phone after hearing it buzz.
'My house at 2. This practice is being recorded, don't look stupid!'
For me, that's a pretty high demand. I love being in this band and it makes me happy, but I can't fully enjoy it when I hate myself. Hayden always tells me I'm crazy. But how would she know what it's like! Don't get me wrong. I love Hayden like family. Hell, she is family. But she is perfect. Blonde, boobs, butt, pefect height, perfect weight! Then there's me. Blonde, too short, fat, ugly. I don't get it. I just wanna look in the mirror and smile at how pretty I am. Right now I'm looking at myself and I can point out 20 imperfections before I could point out anything good. But, as hard as it might be, I had to get ready for this practice.
I grabbed my small makeup pouch and hair brush. Unlike Hayden, I don't save my makeup. Once it's gone, it's gone. If I don't use it, I'm gonna lose it.
I looked in the mirror and sighed then started to get ready.
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Jessica's POV
I picked up my phone after hearing my ring tone.
'My house at 2. This practice is being recorded, don't look stupid!'
Ha! I never look stupid. I'm one of those girls who thinks she is perfect. I'm perfection. Perfect pink hair, nice skinny body, boobs, ass, everything.
I got out of my beanbag chair and walked over to my makeup drawer and hair drawer. I pulled out my makeup and brush and started to get ready. Ha me. Looking stupid? Never.
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(I wanted to show you guys how the girls kinda felt I guess. Ryan isn't really part of that. I'm well aware guys have appearance issues to, but in this he isn't really needed. It's hard to explain now. But you will get it in the future ;D)
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Unexpected; 5sos Fanfiction
RandomHayden is trying to find her way in her small hometown. With her punk rock band and drive to make it big, she will meet the love of her life. Who is also in a punk rock band. But when things get harder for Hayden to handle will she keep her cool?