A Dancehall Story Book 3

Chapter 5: Even if it Hurts

He was scared shitless, I have never seen Junior like this before, he had no clue who to call or who might be after him. We asked him if he had any bad vibes with anyone and he could not think of one person. I felt guilty for asking him these question when the only person I was thinking of was Chalkline. He was one person that had vengeance against Junior because of me but Junior never mentioned his name to me. He gave us money to get some stuff for him, I told him he could stay as long as he wanted and only a few people knew the location to my apartment. We went to get the things he wanted, when we pass where he left his vehicle a wrecker was removing it from the roadside.

"Stacy you think it's a good idea to have Junior at your house?" Tricia asked.

"No but what am I to do, make him stay a road for them to kill him?" I asked.

"True but you know how you and Line on a level right now and this might push him over the edge" She said.

I hate when she was right but this was Junior, this man has been there for me at the better part of my life. We had history and I can't allow something bad to happen to him when I could help. I felt fuck up that I could not even tell Line because I had him in my mind as the person who wanted to hurt Junior. Until it's proven otherwise I am keeping my fucking mouth shut. We head back to the apartment with the things that Junior wanted. I asked him where his father was, he told me that his father was at his house. He said that his father was secured because his uncle was there with him. He said he did not want to put his father in any danger so he wouldn't want to go by his house to stay. I told him I will be back tomorrow if he needed me for anything. He told he would call me from the new number and phone we got him if anything.

When I got home Chalkine was upstairs with LJ my mom told me. I thought about how early he came home today then I remember about Junior, I was angry with myself for all of this. I asked myself a millions time if Line would really hurt Junior knowing that we had a child together now. I made my way to the bedroom, him and LJ were fast asleep, I stood there looking at them both, the two men I love the most, one so precious and the next was my headache but I was crazy for him. I prayed to God that he does not make me second guess this love I for him because if I find out that he is the one trying to hurt Junior, I am taking LJ and we are going to run come hell or high water.

I took a shower then got into bed with them but my mind was not settled, I was worried about Junior. If it was Line who wanted to hurt him then someone out there wants to gut him for sure and that is one of the worst thing to have an unknown enemy. This was bigger than me, we didn't even know who to trust at this point.

LJ must have smell me because he started to ring his little body up as soon as I got into the bed. He alerted Line who seemed to be having one of the best sleeps of his life. I took LJ up to nurse him, my breast was swollen and tender, I screamed when he latched on to my nipple and it sent Line flying from the bed with fright.

"A wah?" He asked.

"LJ grab my breast and it hurts like hell" I said.

"Bite har Prince, she stress out daddy too much" He said.

I wanted to laugh but between my feelings towards him and the shit he has been doing would not allow me to find any humor in anything he said. He was watching me feed LJ, I wanted to pretend he was not there. This was one of the times I wish he would just go out and don't come back 'till day light.

"Me can get some after him?" He asked.

"Yuh don't have anything to do?" I asked him. I was not in the mood for him right now.

"When the doctor say you ready again?" He asked.

"Ready again for what Line?"

He made a circle with his thumb and index finger, then use his other index finger, pushing it in and out of the circle. I had no choice but to laugh now. He was being annoying and I was about to fuck shit up because I just want him to leave me alone so I could think straight.

"Weh sweet Kimmy deh?" I said. He looked at me flashed his big wide smile.

"Suh you just aguh keep bringing that up?" He asked.

"Yeah because you were amazing to Kimmy, so nuh must something to talk about. Line if a message like that was in my phone what would you do?" I asked. He sat on the bed, he looked ashamed for the most part or he could be pretending.

"Finish feed LJ and give him to you mother make we talk" He said. I wanted to talk because I have some questions that needed answers.

"You going to open your mouth and tell me everything even if it hurts me?" I asked. He kissed me on my lips and said yes.