A Dancehall Story Book 3

Feelings, Feelings

Chapter 18

Line had been on tour for the last three months. I kept myself busy with the shop and LJ. My mother was back at home so I hired a nanny to help me out when I had to run errands. I hooked Jade up with Ms. Lisa and she was doing promo work with her as a bottle service girl so she could help to send herself to her classes. She said she wanted to do music but after the entire ordeal with Pasha my spirit was broken. I had no interest in doing much at all, I felt lazy and only work if I really had to.

Junior was back to his normal self, he was back at work and everything was going good for him. The incident with Pasha and the death of his father gave him a highlight and it made his studio was flourish. I begged him to remove my name from his business but he refused, he told me not until he got a child and even then we would have to share it if anything should happen to him. I told him to put L.J's name on it then but he said Line might have a problem and I had to agree.

I was a little distant from Line because of what Pasha told me. I never asked him or Junior about it because I did not want to cause any problems or remind them of the trauma we all went through so I just leave it alone. I was really suspicions of Line but I tried my best to just work around it. Every time his phone ring and he did not take the calls I would assume it was a girl calling. I became really insecure and it took a major toll on me.

I decided to join the gym to help clear my mind most of the time and help my anxiety. It was helping, I was happy to go on days when I was feeling down, days when I remember Pasha and days when I call line and he did not pick up the phone. When I go to Gym I came back with a clear mind.

I walked into Fit for Life gym on a Wednesday afternoon after having a nervous breakdown because I was arguing with Line on a call because he refused to take my video call. He told me he was heading to a meeting and would call me back but I could hear females laughing and talking in the background. When he finally decided to call be back he did not video call so I hang the call up and video call him and he did not take the call. I said fuck it turn my phone off and went to the gym.

I was there doing some legs work when a gentleman came up to me and said I was doing it wrong. At first I thought he was the gym instructor so I was listening to his corrections. He had an amazing work out body not too muscular, just perfect. He looked like he was in his early thirties, smell really good even though he was working and had a pleasant smile. I was thinking how the women inside this gym must want to sit on his beautiful face on a regular because I knew how these women could be thirsty over men looking like him.

He introduced himself as Tony Spade. I thanked him for helping me out and ask him how much it was for private classes. He laughed then told me he did not work there, he reached for his bag and handed me a card. He was a manager for a car dealership in Kingston. He asked me if he could invite to lunch one of these days and I told him I would call him and let him know.

Whenever I was feeling down I would text or call Tony. I met him twice for lunch already. I did not tell him that I was involve with anyone at first but I told him I had a son. He never asked about his father and I liked that he was not too big on social media. We would talk late at nights about business or what was going on in the world. I found myself really attracted to him and comparing him to Line some of the times. He was really open and a gentleman, he was just a different vibe.

I made sure not to go anywhere with him where people might know who I was. He was really a private person also and it made things a lot easier for both of us. We never talked about sex or hooking up, it was always a neutral conversation, he made me feel comfortable. He finally asked me if I was with someone and I told him yes but we weren't getting along. He asked me why I stayed and I told him because loyalty and my son. I made sure not to tell him who it was either but a simple google search could tell him anyways.