A Dancehall Story Book 3

The Conversation Part 2

Chalkline's POV

Chapter 6: Even if it hurts

"She have me all the way through the roof Czar, me get fuck mi general" I said.

"What you plan to do?" He asked

"Just gwan enjoy the ride. Think I will take her to the charity function with me. I am leaving soon so might as well spend some time with her, make her feel wanted, show her that I am serious about her"

"Cool. Nuh sound too bad, but what you going to do about Tara and the rest?"

"When I put Stacy out there as my main girl, my Queen, everyone will just have to know their place" I said.

"Sounds like a plan" He said.

I thought about doing something nice for Stacy. I called up Phillipa, told her to get the best beauty team she had and send them to my house, she asked no questions just did as I requested. They were at my house setting up everything when a message came through on my phone, it was a picture of Stacy and a questionable headline. I thought about calling her but I decided to wait until she got to the house. I called Czar, I told him I was going to cancel everything he told me to just give her a chance.

She came to the house, she claimed she was protecting my feelings. I tried to look pass the fact that she did not feel it was ok for her to tell me about the problems with her ex man.

We got ready for the party, I went downstairs where she was getting ready. She looked like a Queen, elegant, pure class she exuded, she was perfect but my meds was still fucked up. I tried to make the best of the night with her, I was happy she was with me despite her ways.

I was on tour worrying about missing her first birthday. I wanted her to have the best day, my plan was to surprise her at the night of her birthday party. I came back no one but her mother knew I was back home, I stayed at the house, I noticed she was making additions to her house, even though she didn't tell me I was proud of everything she was doing.

I was sitting in Jail trying not to blame Stacy even though my lawyer was telling me she was not good for my image, she was going to be my downfall, I refused to listen to them. I could not blame her, she was not to be blamed. If anything I fucked up for not providing more security for her, I pulled her into all of this. I got bail, head straight home to her. I just have to try my best to protect her, she will hate it but she will have to understand that this lifestyle don't allow you to have too much freedom.

"Czar you know Stacy find out about Tara, me couldn't even stay at the house, me go over her mother because is like me can't please Stacy. Look how long me stop fuck Tara" I said.

"You and Stacy a stress enuh, trust me" Czar said.

"G me find some pictures at the pool" Cross said. He handed me a bag with pictures. The picture of Stacy and Junior getting into a car. I showed it to Czar, he looked confused. He pulled me away from the group, he said let me talk to you. He explained to me that Junior kidnapped Stacy on her birthday but they got to him before anything happen. I asked him why I was not aware he said Stacy begged him not to tell me. I was upset with Czar but I understand his stance and the pressure she placed on him. I made up my mind that I was done with this girl, this was my last straw, she kept fucking up big time, I can't trust her, now she had my brother hiding shit from me. She had to go.

I had to bend my heart, I had to tell her to give me some space. I needed some time to readjust without her, she was doing too much and I did not know how to handle her. I gave her too much power, now I could not control her. I told her to go home, I prayed she would tell me no or say she would stay so I would have an excuse as to why I could not let her go, instead she left. Fuck! This fucking girl going to drive me crazy.

My lawyers called saying the case was dropped against me, my prints were not on the gun, my name was cleared. I picked up the phone a million times to call her to tell her the good news but I said let her see it on the media, then she would call me. She did not call me, it drove me mad and my meds completely fucked up now. Maybe I will just kidnap her like Brownman did. No, I told myself. I might get fuck in the process. I decided to have a little get together to celebrate or to just distract me. I was hardly with my guest, I stayed in the private room, I told Czar to send in a girl and maybe a head would relax me.

She was in the room for 10 minutes when I heard a knock on the door, I told her to ignore it. Told her to take her clothes off as she was about to pull her dress, there was a knock again. I told her to open the door, when door was open the face of Stacy appeared. I was thinking how she is going to beat the hell out of the girl, I remained calm because if I flip or the girl flip then one of us going through the class doors and I know it's not Stacy. I quickly resolved the matter, took her upstairs away from everyone because if me know my mad woman well enough she will get loud.

I missed the fuck out of her, I took her to our bedroom and of course she was now flipping about the girl downstairs. I didn't even care if she cursing me, I was just happy to have her in my house. She was angry, I was horny as fuck because she just interrupt me getting a head. I pined her to the bed and I applied some pressure to her. I could tell she missed daddy, she whine like a fucking can opener.

I was away when Splicer called me about some drama involving his side woman, his wife and Stacy. I could not figure how the hell Stacy reach into that until Czar explained to me in details. I waited just to see if she would tell me, she told me about it. She was magnet for trouble but God knew I love her drama and everything that she came with, I was in deep. I had to figure out a way to keep her out of problems. One more thing left that I could give her to keep her occupied. Keep her hands full.

"If me give her a baby maybe she will stay out of problems, look how she gone put herself with the Gooms them, suppose something did do her? Me could not live myself if dah old boy deh did hurt har" I said.

"So you think a baby might cool her?"

"Going to talk to her about it, I really want to start a life with her, she young but she has potential and ambition"

I was supposed to meet up with Stacy at a party when I got a call that she was at the hospital, I almost crash twice on my way there. When I got there the doctor said she was drinking too much but she had some stomach pains so she had to do an ultrasound. The doctor told me she was ok and could go home the next day. I had to force her to come home with me, she was sicker than before. I watched her hiding food and throwing up she thought we did not notice her. I know she was pregnant but I thought she was not ready to tell me. Her mother knew, my aunt knew, Czar knew, had no ideas why she didn't want us to know but we said we would give her time. She was miserable as fuck, I made sure to not stay home when she started to get miserable, I did not know how to handle her.

I was at the studio when Splicer called me to tell me that Gina was going to take Stacy to do an abortion. He said him and Gina were pillow talking and she told him that Stacy was pregnant but did not want the baby so she was going to help her get rid of the baby.

The pain I felt in my heart was a different pain. I called Czar and told him to run an operation for me. Czar called Simone and told her where to find Gina, he told Simone what to do, make sure not to hurt Stacy but drop the stone in driver's side or any side of the vehicle Gina was on.

The guy from their class kept me up to date on her injuries at the hospital, I told him to take her back to the school after she was discharge from the hospital. Czar was in a different car following her to her mother's house just to make sure she got there in one piece.

She called to tell me she was at her mom's house, I had to squeeze my fist to keep from screaming at her. After I hang up from her I called her mother and told her to put the gravol into her tea, she was out like light. I went to pick her up and take her back to the hospital, I wanted it to seem as if the doctor was the one who told me she was pregnant. We were all playing a dangerous game, I wanted to play my part as a father but she was willing to rob me of such a beautiful feeling. So I decided do the necessary evil, I just had to play my part.