A Dancehall Story Book 3

Stacy's POV

Chapter 8: The Long Night

I tried to suppress all my emotions for the pass hour while he was talking to me, telling me his truth even it hurts. I felt betrayed by not only Line but everyone around me. I was crying my eyes out, wiping the tears when I could. I could not count the amount times I wanted to flip the table that was between us. What a cruel world I thought to myself. I knew somehow he would try to make this about love or blame me for not being more open to him. I could not hold back the tears any longer, while he was just there looking at me showing no emotion.

"Stacy it's up to you to do what you want, I will respect any move you make." He said.

"Oh so now you want to respect my wishes? Now since you have moved on with your life I can now move on with my life because you are done now right? You did your fucking damage and ready to up and leave me with a new baby" I asked him.

"What you mean I am ready to leave? I open up to you Stacy, that's what you wanted. Now I am being man enough to let you call the shots" He said.

I was thinking how the man did not stop at anything until he got me and now he was willing to let me go so easy. Telling me I can call the shots because that would be so easy for him. He was putting in a position to leave him and that would be too easy.

"So you're willing to let me walk out of here if I said I wanted to leave?" I asked.

"Yes" He said.

That was the last fucking straw, I flip the table with all its contents. I screamed, I knew he grabbed me after I moved to him, then I just lost it, my hands were flaring, he just stood there with hands open wide trying his best not to touch me, he did not even try to defend himself from my blows. I felt when an extra hand held onto me, it was my mother, she shook me and called my name three times but my focus was on him, I just wanted to get a hold of him, I wanted to put him over the fucking balcony.

"Everything I did was because I love you, every fucking thing I did was for you no matter how small or big it was, I did it for you" I said over my tears and fighting to get away from my mother's grip.

"Stacy just stop" I heard my mom said. I could not control my rage, I was burning now.

"Mommy him ruined my fucking life, gave me baby before I was even ready, I had LJ for him, I made the sacrifice for him and what he did, leave me pregnant and alone, I went through everything on my own only for him to come tell me that I can leave if I want to" I said.

"Relax Stacy remember you just had a baby, remember LJ need you" My mother said. She kept trying to calm me down, not even the mention of LJ could stop me.

"Pussy me did tell you me wah go anywhere?" I shouted.

"Stacy!!!" My mother shouted. I forget she was standing there but I will apologize to her in the morning.

"Mommy its best you excuse us because I am going to say some things you don't want to hear so please just leave us" I said. She looked at Line for confirmation, he gave it to her.

She threw her hands in the air and walked, she was praying on her way out. I closed the door with the locks to avoid any interruptions this time. This is going to be a long night for both of us. I sat on the floor and he was sitting on the bed. I looked at him hard thinking that even though he was so cruel I did not love him any less, I was still madly in love with him and I wanted to kill him at the same time. I looked at his body and I thought about all those bitches touching him, fucking him, him kissing Kimmy and treating her like she was so precious, him fucking her. I knew how he was in bed so the thought of another woman getting him just burns be deeply.