HaPpY : binsung

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I'm worried.

I can't help but notice how skinny Jisung became ever since school started again. I don't usually comment on that stuff. Because every type of body is beautiful. Yet the drastic change in these past few weeks with Jisung is worrying, even Chan won't stop annoying my phone. I tried urging him to eat properly during lunches, but to me, seemed like it's the only time he eats. Stating that he is on a diet. I know it wasn't just that.

He's not a picky eater yet he can't take big portions.

He went ballistic one time I bought him a big sub and I ended up eating most of it.

For the project assigned, Chan had led us to this studio for rent on a weekend to work on our project. Jisung looked familiar with the place, and when we started arranging the beats, Jisung and Chan felt like two completely different persons, like they didn't wanna eat up to each other anymore.

They seem fine.

Looking at the work, the chemistry and the discussions go through objectively. We worked so fast we finished it in one go.

We recorded it the next thing right after. It became fun, our voices and laughter mixed like a salad in a bowl with whipped cream on top, It became fun and we stayed longer than we should.  We played more around music writing after that and eventually. Chan continued inviting us. Jisung didn't look aggravated at all, never annoyed Chan any longer.

"You're here, I think I'm okay." He mumbled when I asked if he's comfortable.

When we presented our work to the class, they are flabbergasted at how rap-oriented our piece was. Jisung and Chan definitely can rap. It was unexpected, everybody cheered for us. They liked us, started naming our group, as if we are a unit.

Time does pass by quickly when you're preoccupied.

Jisung debuted my fancam after this one full event at school with my dancing. We, three, also performed the song there. Jisung became a bit like his old self after sticking by his side, time and time again, From programs to school trips, I dragged him wherever I go with the class, I'd always request for us to be grouped, and seeing how the improvement in Hannie, it was always granted, The faculty was pleased at how Han Jisung's behavior 'improved'.

Even I started to think that I'm doing something for him. Even though Jisung sets his distance to everyone else and stays close to me instead, our classmates softened up to him again.

And to Chan, I am but a shield just like I do to him around my lovely fans, I kept them on their grounds. Jisung still enjoyed capturing moments of our class during school activities. He started bringing his camera again and everyone posed for him.

Lately, I would join him at TMT for gigs, giggles, and raps, fully becoming a regular in there. Sister fully supported me. The bunch in the house even welcomed me, Saying they knew my sis.  TMT's management has a process for its budding artists and I think by this time Jisung even became my official fansite. People don't know he was seolaraxis, a big a figure on social and I was surprised when he told me it was actually him. He's been doing so, ever since I started coming along.

...

"Jisung, can you spread a rumor that I'm not straight." I told him out of nowhere.

"You're not?-

I heard jisung say in disbelief. We're on the rooftop hanging out laying down under the shades and one of his mandala cloths from the shed.