HaPpY : binsung

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The cvonversation with Chan isn't comfortinf at all.

"What can I help you with, Channie Hyung."

I asked turning into his dead-serious eyes, when was the last time I saw this aura from him?

When was the last time I saw him like this? In the past, we would always fight for petty reasons. We fight when my lockers are a mess in the gym and all that.

"Jisung."

I was snapped back from my thoughts.

"Uh-huh, that's me." I playfully said raising my shoulders up and down.

"Where's the necklace?"

I guess he knew I looked for it.

"oh."

I looked away scratching the back of my head.

"You're still keeping it? right?" He asked, eagerness is hinted at in his tone. I guess he's not boiling mad this time.

"Okay."

I reached for my keys, and messily took off the broken necklace fastened in there and held it to him.

My chest tightened seeing the gold necklace he gave me. It's been long, hasn't it? Poor thing must've suffered a lot.

"Here."

"Of course, it was given to me. I shall keep it carefully." Panning my gaze to the tiny treasure I cherished so much, I always think of it as my self-value. Chan has always made me feel worthy. This validation shall always be from one-self.

"You can have it back or throw it, do whatever you want... is there anything else?"  I mumbled.

Channie's face became unreadable.

"Jisung, I-" he swatted my hand away the necklace falling on the dirty ground. I looked at it but didn't bother picking it up.

"What's bothering you, lately, Chan-Hyung? You're not always like this. I thought we're already fine. I mean, I stopped begging for you to come back." We were just working together lately and he seemed fine.

"Chris." He corrected me.

"No, Channie-Hyung. Look, Of course, I care about you. I also like the music we get to create. We are friends."  I smiled at him yet the pins and needles crawling in my skin didn't stop.

"I stopped bothering you, right, please tell me what exactly do you still want from me now, and it's really late, Binnie is waiting." I forced him to tell me what's so important that he pulled me out right after our stage.

"You and Bin, Are you using him to get back at me?"

"No, Channie Hyung- do you think that I am that kind of person? After allbthe times we shared, you really think that I  that vile to use people? I am not that petty. Chan." I couldn't believe a word in that question he just told me.

"If you think so, suit yourself, but I do like Changbin-Hyung. And I already accepted that you don't want me anymore." I clarified. I'm getting a bit too defensive and It's getting chilly out on this cold night. I rubbed my palms together and blew on them.

"Didn't you like me too?" Chris isn't maiing any sense." Now what, you guys will start dating-"

"Yeah, Maybe, I think we will date? What is it you?" I concurred.