We sit on the plane back to LA. Tour went by way too fast. Still I can't wait to get back home, to meet her. We haven't been talking everyday because she's been crazily busy with work and life all together.
"We're about to land at LAX Airport. Please buckle up for the landing. Have a nice day!" The pilot belts through the speakers.
Ok, now everything that's keeping me from getting home's a crowd of fans striving for pictures and signatures.
Afterwards I'm trying hard to not run trough the big glass door out of the airport.
In the taxi my heart feels like it's about to drop. I'm all smiles as I step out on the asphalt of the sidewalk. Instead of ringing the door bell I grasp for a little stone on the ground and throw it at the window of her living room. No reaction.
I call her.
"Hey babe, would you mind taking a look out the window down the street?"
"Uh yeah sure *laughs*"
There she is with her cell still covering one ear. Her eyes rip wide open as she spots me standing at the sidewalk. She tears the window open.
"HOLY BALLS! YOU'RE HOME!" She screams while she runs from the window.
Climbing up the stairs she opens the door within seconds. Her arms are fastly still gently throwed around my neck. Her feet crosing behind my back."
"Finally you're back, I was about to go crazy." She mumbles with her cheek sinking in my chest now.
Her blue eyes find mine. Staring up at me her palm lovely slides in on my jawline, her fingertips softly touching my throat. Leaning into kiss me I think about how she has to stand on her tippy toes to kiss me like that. That thought makes me smile within the kiss. It's a short kiss that's ended up by a sweet giggle of her. A last smooch on her upper lip is followed by me letting go of her.
I rest my forhead on hers not letting my eyes leave the sight of hers that now sparkle blue in the mid afternoon sun. The sun also breaks through her long blonde hair that falls in streaks on her shoulders down her back. I give her a goofy smile unsure what to say. I'm out of words.
"Have you been to your apartment yet?" She asks all curious.
"I couldn't wait another 20 minutes not seeing you. So no, I haven't been home, yet."
"Oh, You wanna spend the night at mine?"
"I'd love to but there's some stuff I have to do," I go with my hand in my neck.
"You can do me, though," She smirks "I'm important right?"
"I'm gonna stay," I agree "But only for cuddling. I'm so exhausted."
"Deal!" She says clearly carfully putting her hand in mine.
I grab my suitcase and follow her up to the apartment in the second story.
That night she falls asleep before I do. Her arms still entangled around my torso her eyes slowly fell shut. She looks so peaceful when she sleeps. Her lips lay in a straight line, while the corners of her mouth build a slight smile on her face. I wonder what she'd possibly be dreaming about right now.
Keep on gazing at her I start talking as if she'd still be awake.
"Ok so I guess this is everything I didn't say, like ever. I've always been way too anxious, didn't want you to think that I'm a total weirdo. Well I am a total weirdo, whatever. And I kinda wanted you to keep thinking that I'm a bad boy.. anyways." I mumble unsure about what I'm actually doing. "Wow that feels like I'd be writing a letter, lol. I bet you don't even know how perfect you are, how perfect you are in my eyes. Even the way you scratch the space under your nose when you try to remember something's ridicliously adorable, you have no idea." I smile thinking about it, trying to keep myself from giggling. "I'm just so in love with you, it's crazy." My voice becomes lower. "Sometimes I wonder if meeting eachother was a total coincedence, because it feels like we were meant to be together, you know." I ask not expecting an answer. "You're basically everything I could've ever asked for. I'm probably never gonna be able to tell you that face to face, I don't know. One day I'm gonna have the balls to tell you, one day." I sigh scratching the tip of my nose with the tip of my thumb.
"I love you Calum." She goes which almost gives me a heart attack.
"Wait you were listening?" I wonder awkwardly.
Without facing me she declairs "Not everything, though. I heard enough to fall in love with you even more."
"I, What, yay, dammit." I babble.
Then she turns around, lifts her upper body up of the mattresse. Her lips meet my nose just before she lies back down again.
"I love you. G'night." She mumbles.
"Love you so very much. Sleep tight." I whisper.
