Only a month later we stand at the airport. Her arms lay around my neck while her eyes don't leave mine.
"Now that you're mine I'm gonna miss you even more than before, when I was only a fan." She mumbles with tears pooling in her eyes.
"Aw no please don't cry," I wipe a tear that just ran out of her eye. "I'm gonna call you everyday. It's gonna be like I never left." While a smile struggles to grow on my lips to be cheery.
"You know what?" she asks with her eyes wide open "It's still fricking weird to call you my boyfriend, to be honest." She admits through atiny smile.
To hide the tears that now also pool up in my eyes I turn to Luke who nudged me on the shoulder "Yeah, Calum. We have to go now."
With one hand I grasp the handle of my suitcase while the other one makes its way up her neck into her hair. It feels like kissing her for the last time. Letting go of her lips we share another glance into eachothers eyes as my hand falls back to my side and I follow the other ones to the Check-in.
A last wave at her and I lose her sight behind the corner. Ashton friendly lays his hand on my shoulder "It won't be for too long, mate."
My eyes still wet I give him a slight nod and contest to keep it all inside. I've never been good at showing emotions, never cried in front of other people than my parents or my sister.
On the actual flight I don't sit next to any of the boys. Being seated between an old man who smells of tuna and a mid aged woman that keeps her eyes in her book for the whole flight.
Constantly I'm telling myself not to cry. At one point of the flight I get weak and feel my face warming up immediately. "Don't cry, You gonna see her in 6 months. Just don't cry now, goddammit."
We land in Japan 10 hours later. We already hear fans screaming as we step into the building as we get out of the plane. The corners of my mouth are so deep down that Luke has to hit me into the ribs with his pointy elbow "Dude! Try to be a little less grumpy, we don't want to scare them *laughs*"
Although I'm not approximately in the mood to meet hundreds of fans behind these gates I still put on a smile, well the best smile possible.
"Ok guys, You're ready?" Ashton asks all pumped about to open the gates.
We all nod in approval and Ash pushes open the gate. Instantly a loud screaming rings in our ears. First I wonder if my drum-head just exploded but after 2 minutes my hearing comes back alive.
Everyone is so nice and sweet. I hate that I'm in such a bad mood seeing all of these people for the first time ever. I still take pictures with all and eveyrone of them.
One hour of greeting everyone, taking pictures with them and talking to them I send her a text.
03/22/2015 10:34pm
Just landed in Japan. Missing you already pumpkin.
Love you lots, Calum
It's 5am in LA right now so I didn't expect a reply of her yet.
03/22/2015 10:36pm
So everything went just fine? Missing you too babe.
Love you so v much, Denise.
P.s.: I'm gonna go to bed now, waited for your text, Night:)
My heart kind of lightens up reading her message over and over again. I'm going to let her sleep, by the way, I can't wait to get into bed, so exhausted.
Knowing that she's safe I throw my body in bed. It doesn't take too long for me to fall asleep. Within seconds my eyes fall shut and I'm asleep.
