Daydream [Sunsun Fanfiction]

Distracted

Park Sunghoon's POV

For the following days, I ditched my classes because I needed to train for my upcoming competition.

I went in the ice rink once I finished wearing my skates

I practiced my spins, starting with the upright spin, which I executed just fine.

I looked around and saw my coach just watching from afar. I averted my gaze to the empty seats.

I then remember seeing someone from that spot during my past trainings just before my competition

I went around the rink, getting ready to execute a triple axel.

"Hoon, focus" I said beneath a breath and went around another time.

I looked back at the seats and saw the person I least expected seeing just in time I took and executed the turn.

"Ah!" I fell down, butt first onto the cold ice.

I shook my head, looking back at the same spot, seeing no one.

"Stop, fuck. Stop!" I screamed, which caught my coach's attention

"Sunghoon-ah, what's wrong?" He hurriedly went towards me

I immediately stood up to tell him that I was fine.

"Are you sure? You don't look good right now" My coach commented

"I'm alright, thank you" I assured him as I continued to go in the middle of the rink to execute another exhibition

I went around first, making small jumps and spins to get used to the ice.

I then executed a double axel successfully.

"Nice" I said as I spread my arms apart, going with the direction my body moves towards to.

As I went around again to continue my warm up, I saw her again.

I halted myself from skating and looked at the same girl from afar. Appearing at the same place every single time. Wearing the same clothes. Wearing the same smile as the last time I saw her.

"Kim Sunhee." I whispered as my tears started pooling in my eyes

She waved at me and smiled at me, just like she always do.

I took a deep breath, before letting out a big sigh

"Stop, you're not real. You're all my imagination" I shakily whispered as I wiped my eyes

But when I looked at the same spot again, she's gone.

"Fuck" I cursed under my breath before resting my hands on my knees in a crouch

I brushed my hair up, and tried to focus on my training.

After the warm up, the song I am going to perform to started echoing in the ice rink.

And that was it, I just lost myself in the soft music that was playing. Skating around the rink, I executed a number of spins, trying my best to not be distracted.

The time I executed her favorite triple axel. A fail, again. I fall, again.

"You really look so cool! Please do a triple axel for me" I remember her clapping her hands as she asked me to do it in her room

"Ahh noo, I can only do a double.." I hesitated as it really is different when you are on land and on ice.

She just pouted, so I tried my best doing one

I can still hear her laughter and her applause as she watched me in that small quiet room

I just gave her a smile as I watched her continue watching my performance for that certain competition

I ended my practice performance with a bow, imagining a crowd in front of me.

I looked down on my skates as I went on my way towards the exit.

"Sunghoon" I looked up when a person infront of me called me

I felt my eyes water,  I don't know, a rush of emotions just drowned me that I couldn't hold back my tears anymore

"You did gre—"

Immediately, I came closer and pulled Sunoo into a tight hug.

"It's so unfair" I cried, burying my face on his shoulders

"A-Are you okay? S-Sorry, I can't breathe" Sunoo nervously laughed so I let him go immediately

I took a good look at him, he is still in his uniform.

"Sorry" I choked a laugh and wiped my tears

"Don't you have classes?" I asked, avoiding his eyes who looked so concern

"The teachers have a meeting today, afternoon classes were cancelled" he told me, still with those smiling eyes

"So, do you want to talk about it?" Sunoo asked

I sat down on the nearby benches near the rink as I untied my skates

"You're done for today?" He asks again after I did not speak when he asked the first question

I just hummed at his question

"You can tell me what happened if you are ready, there is really no rush" he placed a hand on my shoulder to assure me

I then looked at him in the eyes.

Gosh, how can I not fall in love with this precious and kind man.

Fuck, I am drowning in this ocean of him, and I'll gladly accept my death.