I am: His Posession (I Am Series #1) |Trilogy|

POSSESSION 19

Possession 19 -  Liar

"Tomorrow,"

We were rehearsing today and was taking a break when Stacy appeard infront of me wearing shorts and sports bra. I wanted to show off my figure too but Gio got mad kaya naman I ended up wearing leggings and a croptop shirt.

For this girl infront of me, hinayaan ko siyang mag salita while I was stretching. Tapos na kasi kami sa rampa rampa chu chu and yung dance na ang sunod na practice namin ni Nad. But Nad needed to go to the bathroom and now Im alone with this— ugh.

"Tomorrow, Style will be one of the judges." She stated.

Nagulat ako, dahil sa totoo lang hindi ko alam dahil walang binanggit sa akin si Gio.

"So?" I responded like I already knew it.

"If he chose me you'll break up with him." Now, she's catching my attention.

"Are you nuts?"

Ewan ko ba, parang nawalan ako ng ganang mag practice. I stood up and drank my water, saka siya hinarap.

"Hindi ko alam ang gusto mong mangyari but for some kind of reason I lost interest in practicing today, so will you tell Nad that I already head home? Thanks."

Tinalikuran ko siya saka inabot kay kuya Dy ang mga gamit ko. I started walking but this girl made me stop with what she said next.

"You and Jaren." She started.

And I was just standing here like my feet was stuck on the floor. I tried to keep my posture and looked at her like it was nothing.

"He cheated on you. And I know that you and Style was kissing at his cubicle that time. I heard your conversation upon breaking up with me. Kaya hindi ako nagsalita, hindi ko inisip yon dahil baka nadala lang siya. Na naakit mo lang talaga siya nung mga panahon na 'yon. Cause everyone knows you. You are the Campus Bitch who flirts with everyone you like just because you have everything!"

I felt guilty cause it was true.

"Don't you know the saying mind your own business?"

Don't be afraid Janice Lisana. Don't be afraid. Stop shaking, will you!

"Janice babae ka, you have tried being cheated on and what? You tried it too? Masaya ba? Masaya ba yung ginawa mo?"

"I tried!" I shouted.

Wala na, di ko na napigilan ang sarili ko. Now everyone's attention was on us.

"I stopped! But he said he'd break up with you! That no matter what I do he won't let me go! Yes I am the Campus Bitch who flirts with anyone who I like! But can't I settle with one? I just wanted to settle with Gio cause he's the only guy I wanted to be with despite of all the guys I had! Hindi na ba ako pwedeng maging masaya just because I cheated once? Because I tried to flirt with Gio because he said he wont let me go when he was still with you?"

I was breathing heavily and tears just wanted to escape my eyes right now.

"Hindi ko sinasadya! I didn't want that to happen! But... but,"

I couldn't defend myself cause I know I was wrong! And I hate it! I knew it was wrong but I still did it. I still fucking did it!

"Gio was mine first! He kissed me first, he cuddled with me first, he dated me first, he slept with me first! I was the first one to be with him! Pangalawa ka lang Janice! Pangalawa ka lang!"

Pangalawa. I smirked. Pangalawa. I was just the second one. With my past lover and even with my current lover. Fuck this life!

"I've had enough, let's go home."