Soulmates

part 21

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Two weeks have passed by. I don't have to take the pills anymore and Tom is still weird. We have not been fighting just like neighbours who know each other but aren't friends. Today he comes home and I decided to talk to him. I grab his arm so he can't escape.

Y/n: What's up with your arms? I thought you were at the gym? Why are they getting smaller?

Tom: So you just want me because of my body?

Y/n: NO! Of course not! Tom I love you!

Tom: Oh really?

Y/n: Yes! What's wrong? What did I do?

Tom: You did nothing wrong!

Y/n: What is it then?

Tom: Just forget it!

Y/n: No! I can't keep going like this!

Tom: Then leave!

Y/n: What?

He pulls back his arm.

Y/n: Tom! I wanna understand you!

Tom: You can't, okay?!

He wants to walk away but I stand in front of him.

Y/n: Please talk to me!

I put my hand on his cheek and turn his face to me.

Y/n: Tom?

Tears run into my eyes.

Y/n: Why is there a hickey on your throat?

He looks away kinda embarrassed.

Y/n: Tom? Did you-

Tom: Don't say it!

He swallows.

Y/n: Did you cheat on me?

Tom: Y/n I-

Y/n: Did you cheat on me?

Tom: I'm sorry!

Y/n: Tom?!

Tom: I was sad, y/n!

Y/n: Oh, cause we hadn't had sex in two weeks? Do remember the time where we hadn't had sex for months?

Tom: It's not because of that! Do you remember our date?

Y/n: Yes, of course!

Tom: I was about to propose to you!

Y/n: What?

Tom: But then you said it'd be too early and I was nervous and then Marta called-

Y/n: I would've said yes.

Tom: Really?

Y/n: Of course! I would've said yes!

Tom: And now?

Y/n: And now you cheated on me! You ignored me for two weeks and you hurt me!

Tom: You hurt me too!

Y/n: So you slept with an other woman?

Tom: I said I'm sorry!

Y/n: And I need time! Tom you weren't the only who got hurt, okay? Two weeks! TWO GOOD DAMN WEEKS! TOM! YOU IGNORED ME AND ACTED LIKE I WASN'T THERE! THEN YOU LEFT AND CAME BACK WHEN I WAS IN BED! AND NOW I FIND OUT MY BOYFRIEND AND SOULMATE CHEATED ON ME! HOW DO YOU THINK AM I FEELING?! HOW DO YOU THINK AM I HANDELING THAT?! I WAS TRYING TO MAKE IT UP WHATEVER I DID WRONG!

He looks down and I let go of him.

Y/n: I trusted you! And I lost again! Every time I trust someone, I get hurt!

I grab my jacket and go outside. I walk to Anna's and ring at her door. She opens it and I hug her. Tears run down my face and my best friend strokes over my head.