Save Myself Therapy | Taekook

The Book

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Was I Just a Play Date to you?....

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---Jimin's Prov ----------------------

I wiped my mouth with the sleeves of my purple shirt and sipped down some soda. I had stayed awake all night eating and crying. I was passing by the hall when I saw my reflection in the mirror and the soda can slipped through my fingers dropping on the floor with a thud, spilling the liquid on the wooden texture floor.

I dropped down on the floor crying out loud. My stomach started to ache due to the food all I ate, my throat was burning with the constant crying and eating. My head was hurting because of Jungkook, while my heart was breaking because Yoongi just left me. It became difficult to breathe. I tried to calm my self down which I was failing miserably.

My eyes came upon the crumpled paper laying on the floor, with my unsteady hand I reached out and opened the paper. It was light cursive writing, similar to my own, it said...

'Hello, Jimin! I am glad that you are asking for help. I will help you get rid of this "problem". I will text you at lunch, got it?'

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I crumbled the paper and threw it at some corner without looking where it landed. I looked at the wall clock across the hall, it read 3:45 am. I sighed, once calming down, with wobbly legs I managed to reach my bedroom and dropped down on bed having used all the energy to just reach here.

"I can at least get three hours of sleep." I murmured with heavy eyes. I piled pillows and pulled the duvet over myself.

My last thoughts were...Yoongi? How could you just leave me alone? I thought you were my best friend...why...why did you...leave...me...

Alone?

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             "Did you want to break up?"

                                "No"

  "Did you even want to go out in the beginning?"

                                "No"

         "Did you even love me before?"

                               "No"

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---Third Person's Prov-----------------

Taehyung smiled at the ravenette and held his hand, "I will help you". With that the blue haired let go of the other's hand and gave a pat on the shoulder. "I will help you no matter what Jungkook."

Jungkook kept his eyes ahead, somewhat ignoring the other male. He was angry. Why the hell does he care? It is not like he can with a swipe of his fingers make me better. It is not like he can bring back my parents back to- ....I sighed internally.

"Why do you want to help me?" Jungkook asked.

---Taehyung's Prov----------------------

On hearing Jungkook's words my face turned into sympathetic and my eyes softened. "I don't want other people to feel like they are the only one. I like to help..." I smiled looking at the blue sky finding the soft white clouds mesmerizing. "Why do you ask Jungkook?"