Save Myself Therapy | Taekook

Just Don't

"Are you being serious? Taehyung?"

"I am not serious"

"Phew"

"I am dead serious Jungkook!"

----Jungkook's Prov -----------------

I stared and stared at the blue haired male. I felt like someone just stabbed me... in heart. The pain was too much. I assessed his small smile and the seriousness in those hazel eyes.

I opened my mouth to speak and managed out a low sputter, "Wh-wha-what?"

He nodded, while his eyes were blank, "You heard me, please, do us a favor and don't fall in love with me." He closed his eyes after saying.

I didn't blink and kept observing the other. He is hiding? Why? I closed my eyes to control the pain in my heart and mumbled, "Why not?"

I felt him snuggle closer towards my chest, as he hugged my waist.

Taehyung knew what he was doing right now, despite that he tried to not crack his voice and mumbled out, "It would be painful. For both of us... and for everyone."

I felt his hot breath through the thin material of my shirt, and the clenching and unclenching of his hands on my back. His warmth was radiating through his body and I couldn't control. The next thing I knew my arms wrapped around his frame, pulling him closer.

I place my lips in the blue strands. The words kept running through my mind don't fall in love with me... I clenched my jaw, "What if I already did?" I said...

Silence...

The blue haired male didn't respond. But soft sobs filled the silence in the room and I felt my shirt getting wet.

I pulled away immediately to look at his face. His nose had turned red and tears were streaming down as he sniffled.

My eyebrows knitted together confused at the behavior of him. I bit my lip worried, "Are you alright?"

He didn't reply but stared back at me, those glassy hazel eyes and tear struck cheeks. I held his chin lightly, "Did I hurt ... your feelings?"

He burst out into short laugh, eyes closed once again. He tried to smile even when tears were flowing once again. His warm hand was over my hand on his face.

"No, Jungkook. I am happy!"

My lips curved a bit into smile, feeling relieved that I didn't hurt him.

His eyes were still closed, "I am glad you love me. But it is just... difficult."

Soon my smile fell and I closed the space between us by pulling him into my chest and wrapped my arms around him. Loud sobs were heard as he was holding onto me.

Taehyung was lying through his teeth. That's why he didn't let me see his eyes.

My heart ached hearing the sobs. I knew this feeling right away. I felt it every since he told me that life was wonderful. I sighed and hold him tighter.

I love him already...I knew it...

I heard his cracked voice and struggle to breathe through tears. His face was still buried into my chest. It felt as if he was distant from me...

"Please... please don't fall in love with me."

My heart twisted the pain was unbearable hearing those words, but I tried to not express them and just held him closer. I pecked the blue strands and whispered rubbing soothing circles on his back.